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CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE: BACK TO THEN
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After hearing your brother's words, that's all that's been lingering in your head. Soonyoung had left a couple of hours ago after making sure you had felt a bit better and helped tidy up the place. Now, you laid in bed, staring at the ceiling sorting your thoughts.
Were you still in love with Taehyung?
You loved him, yes. But were you in love with him?
The answer seemed so clear, almost as if you were so sure of it and yet your brain was telling you other wise. How could you even tell what your heart was telling you? It can't even speak.
You rolled in bed, compressing yourself into a fetal position, feeling tears at the brim. The more you kept thinking about this the more it hurt. No matter how much you wanted to get it out of your head you continued on finding yourself thinking about this whole ordeal even more.
As you thought about it, the more ashamed you felt...
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Phone. Phone. Phone.
A phone would be absolutely great to find right about now.
Joshua paced through the halls, checking the open rooms trying to find a home phone. At the rate he was getting at he was just hoping to find some sort of device to allow him to communicate with others. Gosh, the more and more time spent and walking through these halls just erupted more hatred.
"Sir.. Is everything alright?" A staff that worked at the house called for Joshua inside an open room, which seemed to be filled with paintings and other art products. "Do you need anything? I can go get it for you if you would like." He asked as he walked out joining Joshua in the hallway.
"Uhh.. no-yeah-no everything's alright." Joshua tried his best to keep his cool. He looked at the staff who simply had a small smile as he pushed his glasses up. "But if I may ask, what is this room for? I don't recall ever seeing it or at the very least seeing all of this."
The unnamed staff turned his head to the room he just exited from. "Oh! That's the young lady's room, well her art room to be exact. She likes spending her time here creating, I just tidy up a bit after she finishes a big project." He chuckled.
Joshua tilted his head in question. Young lady? That could be referring to so many people. Could this be Yeri's room? If that was the case, she should be nearby, which meant Joshua had to get going.