(De-Leñdrez Series #1) Chasing The Star

Chapter 30

#ChasingTheStar30

Habang hinihintay mong lumipas ang araw, lalo itong nagiging matagal.

Every day i was just bury myself with books. Everytime i wanted to scroll my facebook feed, si Lance yung naaalala ko. Palaging shared post memes niya ang nasa wall ko. I can't help but to stalk his wall and i end up chatting and chatting him even if his not replying to it. Nakakapagod pala yun. Yung umaasa ka na sasagot siya sa mga chats, texts and calls mo kahit sinabi niya na maghintay ako after two freaking long weeks!

"Ayos ka lang ba talaga, hija?" Manang asked me really worried.

I smile at her. "Yes, I'm going to be fine." Sabi ko at nagsalin ng tubig sa baso.

Who wouldn't worried at me, nung isang araw umuwi ako ng umiiyak! I even cried in her shoulder. Nakakahiya but i still did it. Wala na akong choice. Mababaliw ako kapag hindi ako umiyak.

"Okay ka na ba talaga?" She asked.

"I'm going to be fine." I said but inside me telling na magiging okay lang ako kapag natapos na ang exam. Mas nag-aalala pa ako kung ano ang sasabihin ni Lance sa akin at kung paano ko sasabihin sa kanya yung nararamdaman ko kesa sa final exam ko.

Shit, Love occupied every space in me.

"Bakit hindi na pumupunta dito yung kaibigan mo?" She asked.

"Who?" Agad kong tanong.

Erin come here once, and it's because wala siyang magawa sa buhay niya except maghanap ng mga crush.

"Yung Kulot." Sabi niya at pakiramdam ko bigla akong pumula. He has that effect to me. Kahit siguro magbangkit lang ng 'L' siya na agad ang naiisip ko. He has that long term effect in me.

"H-his still busy for final." Paliwanag ko kaya tumango si Manang. May sasabihin pa sana siya pero agad akong nag-kunwaring inaantok na ako. Manang let me go inside my room.

I was just silently pray na matapos na ang dalawang linggo para makapag-usap na kami. Kating-kati na yung tenga ko na marinig yung mga sasabihin niya. Gusto ko na din sabihin tong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya. Sobra na akong hulog na hulog sa kanya. And if this didn't go according to plan, i take all odds just to be with him. I badly want him!

He makes me happy.
He makes me insanely happy!
He make sure that every time I'm with him, it's an extrordinary.

"H--hi." Agad akong napataas ng tingin at tinignan kong sino iyon.

"O--oh, Nykell..." I said couldn't find the right words to say.

"Is this seat is already taken?" He asked pointing the chair from my side.

Nilingon ko yung upuan at binalik ang tingin kay Nykell. He has this aura na pag naglalakad siya lahat ng mga babae napapatingin sa kanya.

"Nope. You can seat." Sabi ko at ngumiti sa kanya.

We were letting the hours passed by just reading our reviewer.

"Why did you study alone?" He asked flipping the pages of his book.

Natapos ko ng basahin ang limang chapter sa libro ko. I stretched my arms up.

"I prepared of this." Sabi ko habang nahihilo na sa mga binabasa ko.

"Hindi ka inaantok?" Tanong niya and yawned. It's just 12 of the afternoon. Nakita kong nagluluha ang mata niya kaya agad niyang tinanggal ang reading glass niya tsaka nagpunas ng mga mata. "Sorry, Can't stay long here." He said shyly.

I shook my head. "Do you know other peaceful place?" I asked.

"Why let we try review at somewhere basta wag lang dito." Sabi niya looking around. "Pressure hitting my nerves out, seeing them dedicated at their reviewing." Sabi niya.