(De-Leñdrez Series #1) Chasing The Star

Chapter 18

#ChasingTheStar18

“What are you doing?” she asks looking at my face. I already applied those skin care since yesterday. “Gosh, Ikaw lang yata ang kilala ko na wasak pero nakuha pang mag skin-care.” Natatawa niyang sabi at umupo sa sofa.

I was so excited to use it, I brought this to be use, not to stuck it bacause I'm sad.

“I just wanna try, who know baka gumanda ako dito.” Tumawa naman siya.

“You remind me of Sasha…” She said. Bigla akong natahimik sa sinabi niya.

Maganda na si Sasha, everything about her was nice. Kaya nga ayaw siyang kalimutan ni Lance!

“Ahh.” I replied and sat down at the edge of my bed. Gusto kong tanggalin iyong mask sa mukha ko pero tinamad na ako. Gusto ko na lang mahiga at matulog. Ayoko makarinig ng tungkol kay Sasha, she's beautiful to everyone but a nightmare to Lance.

“Do you want me to talk that ass---him?” Zia asked me.

I did not answer. Galit siya kay Lance at walang mangyayari kapag nag-usap sila, I know my cousin she has a lower tolerance with the boys who can be like Lance.

“Sabrina for goodness sake dalawang araw ka ng hindi pumapasok. What would you expect me to do?” she saw me crying after Lance leave without a words. Dalawang araw na din akong hindi pumapasok, natatakot ako, I don't know how to face him. Hindi ko alam kung paano ba ako makikitungo sa kanya, and tomorrow I don't know if I'll ditch class again.

The mere sight of him, was enough to make me cry! Fck this self, since I was close at him hindi ko na alam yung mga bagay na gusto ko? Hindi ko na alam ang mga standards ko. I lost myself with him---in a good term. I'm happy to be his side.

That night galit na galit siya kay Lance I explain her pero sarado yung isip niya para kay Lance.

“Ayos lang ako Zia. Don't worry about me.” I said. She wash off her face with her hands. look like really irritated.

“Are you seeing your face now?! Sabrina you really like a shit!”

“Zia, I just assume that he needs it. Akala ko lang makakatulong ako, but I was wrong.” Buong akala ko kailangan niya ng tulong para maka-move on siya, but he wasn't meant it.

Bakit ba kasi ang laki ng concern ko sa kanya, nag-mukha tuloy akong desperada na makalimutan niya si Sasha. I was so stupid to feel it!

“Whatever, but for now just trust me!” she said and leave me at my room. I hug tightly my pillow.

Morning came Zia pushed me to go to my class, SPA wouldn't tolerate students who liked to absent. Ayoko na maglinis ulit ng Ilog pasig. That's suck, at ayoko na rin makakilala ng bagong Lance doon. This Lance I have right now was enough to spin my head and give me headache.

Habang naglalakad ako sa hallway kinakabahan ako, my feet trembling like anytime they're gonna give up! Feeling ko Lance was roaming around just to find me.

Pag minamalas ka nga naman.

“Hey…” he called my name. I try to pretend na hindi ko siya narinig pero hinarangan niya ang dadaanan ko.

“Sorry I'm not good at name, but kilala kita.” Shoichi said.

“Ma-lalate na ako. Please just talk to me some other time.” I beg him pero mas lumawak ang ngiti sa labi niya.

“You're name please.” I sighed. Ang kulit niya!

“Sabrina Faith…” I heard him answering Shoichi’s question. He nodded.