(De-Leñdrez Series #1) Chasing The Star

Chapter 14

#ChasingTheStar14

I hate myself for being this kind of too much. Bakit ba big deal sa akin iyong pagiging asshole niya. Baka hindi lang ako sanay na may kaibigan akong asshole. I used to be surrounded by Kevin. And i can say his good boy, mabait siya---kaya nga crush ko iyong tao eh.

I wait his replied pero wala na. Anong magagawa ko kung ayaw niyang sagutin iyong tanong ko, maybe the friendship is over, kasi baka naiinis na din siya sa akin sa pagiging big deal ko.

Si Erin at siya lang iyong kaibigan ko sa SPA. Who wouldn't feel bad about it? Maybe his asshole but still his a friend to me. I wouldn't judge him easily without even knowing the whole story. I hate being taking side's.

I hate choosing.
I don't know who to choose between Zia and Lance anymore.

“Alam mo hindi ko na talaga alam sayo, ang laki ng trust issue's  mo, ano naman ngayon kung asshole siya? Ginagawa mong big deal!” Erin spat.

After I told her about everything, that ass things and last night—iyong kay Zia at Lance. I hate concluding story but yeah, I just did.

“I don’t have trust issue's, I don't know why I'm such like this. What I was being concern is him..” nanlaki iyong mata ni Erin.

“So finally you like him?” Agad ko siyang inirapan.

“He'll no! That asshole? I wouldn't fell in love with him.” I grunted. Masyado malawak ang imahinasyon niya para isipin na may gusto ako sa Lance na iyon. I was just curious kung bakit galit na galit si Zia sa kanya.

“You know what babe, Lance has the right to be ass, he has the looks and napapansin mo naman yata na maraming babae ang nagkakagusto sa kanya---at isa na ako doon.” She admitted. She's too honest about her feeling.

“Ikaw pala itong may crush tapos ako iyong pinipilit mo na meron.” I told her.

“Tsk, may bago na akong crush.” Sabi niya sa akin and her smile widen.

Umiling ako. “Are you sure you weren't feel anything about him?” she asked me to make sure. Ano siya living cupid?

“Tsk,” I beam at inirapan siya. “Stop pushing me to him. Ikaw kaya tong nakagusto sa kanya, once.. my care for him is as a friend...”

“Tsk believe what you wanted.” She spat again at hindi na matago sa mukha niya iyong inis sa akin.

Hindi ko na alam ang nangyayari sa akin. One day I find him, the second day was we're friends and everyday I was looking forward to see him. Kaibigan ko lang si Lance and I'm sure of that. His to careful hindi lang sa akin pati kay Erin I can see that. His very caring.

“H-his our friend. You know we should care him the way he cares us. Ayoko lang na maging masama iyong image nya…” I told her.

Halos mapahilamos si Erin sa mga palad niya. “Alam mo hindi kita maintindihan, I was friend with him. Ikaw lang itong madumi ang isip..” Pagmamaktol ni Erin buti nalang talaga at wala pa iyong Acct1 prof namin.

“What? Ako madumi ang isip? Sino kaya ang may crush kay Lance!” I spat pero bigla siyang tumayo sa harapan ko.

“Duh, magbasa ka kaya sa groupchat nang malaman mo ang sagot dyan sa sinasabi mo!” she mock.