(De-Leñdrez Series #1) Chasing The Star

Chapter 19

#ChasingTheStar19

“What did you told him?” I confronted Zia.

Wala siyang karapatan na paki-alaman ang buhay ko. Ayoko na magka-away kami kasi mabigat sa pakiramdam, as long kaya ko pa…hinahayaan ko lang, pero ito ngayon, Iba to eh. It's like she's taking away my happy pill, my life.

Ilang beses ko siyang gustong tanungin but I'm give her a pace. Para makapag-isip at makapag-paliwanag sa kung bakit niya yun nagawa. Bakit at ano ang pumasok sa isip niya!

“His not even worth it, Sabrina.” She said.

“You don't even know who was worth it for me. Don't meddle at my life!”  I yelled. Her lips parted as she open and close her eyes.

I believe at the saying… don’t open your mouth when your angry, don't even make a decision.

At pakiramdam ko pagsisisihan ko ang mga lumabas sa bibig ko.

“Can't believe you are like this.” Sabi niya and stepped out.

“I'm sorry…” I trailed. She look at me boldly.

"Dahil sa kanya nag-kakaganyan ka?" Hindi makapaniwala niyang tanong sa akin.

I didn't say a word.

“I'm just trying to distance you from the danger.” Sabi niya at tuluyan nang lumabas ng kwarto ko.

I groaned!

Ano ba kasing nangyari? Ayoko mag conclude kasi natatakot ako sa kung ano ang tatakbo sa utak ko. But here Erin is, concluding things without even knowing the real situation. I hate reading her messages.

I chat Lance pero hindi siya nagrereply, he didn't even seen it. I was delivered-zoned. Nagtanong na rin ako kay Shoichi about Lance pero wala itong ibang sagot kundi ang…’hindi ko alam.’

Nakakabaliw!

It's like i didn't live at this universe, it feels like i was out of the place.

I tried to open myself, I tried to be open-minded sa mga posibilidad, pero parang ayaw nilang ipaalam sa akin iyon.

Nababaliw ako sa kanila, seriously!

Tatlong araw ko na siyang hindi nakikita sa school. I even roamed around pero hindi ko siya makita… it's either his hiding me or wala talaga siyang balak magpakita sa akin.

And why I'm being like this?

Lance and I, is just a friends...

I'm his girl best friend...

There no more to it.

No! But yeah, Lance is kinda handsome... all girls in Univ. has a crush on him.

Little crush for him? Yes!

But we're just a friend.

And his not yet over with Sasha.

I really don't know what to do with the thoughts running in my mind.

"Miss De-Leñdrez, What is property relationships?"

Halos hindi ako makagalaw sa kina-uupuan ko.

Tama ba ang narinig ko? Ako iyong tinatawag?

"Miss De-Leñdrez, did you hear me?" Pag-uulit ng prof namin kaya mas lalong lumaki ang mata ko.

So ako nga iyong tinatanong niya?

I slowly stood up. My hands we're really trembling.

"C--come again, Prof?" My lips was shivering.