(De-Leñdrez Series #1) Chasing The Star

Chapter 33

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So far knowing that Lance was just a meters away from me, I enjoyed the Barcelona. Madami na kaming nalibut na mga lugar.

And one of my most memorable with him is that when we ride a bike and i was just at his back seating habang siya ay sobrang ingat na wag matumba ang bike dahil baka kung ano ang mangyari sa akin. I love smelling his cologne, kaya sobrang na-enjoy ko yun. Isang linggo na kami ditong naglilibot. I'll just sneak out from kuya's sight. Although he help Lance to checked-in kasi he knew that Lance had jet-lags. If not with him, i don't know. But kuya told me he wouldn't give his permission easily. Lance would've walk to his cold body daw muna.

I'm scared if he caught me, kasi he'll using Lance against his agendas. Eh ayoko ngang makipag-laro sa kanya sa play station. His playing dirty. Hindi ako manalo-nalo sa kanya.

"Are you done?" Tanong ko kay Lance.

His eyes only on me and the sketch pad his handling.

"Don't move." Sabi niya habang patuloy na ginuguhit ako at sa likod ko ay ang simbahan sa Barcelona na hindi matapos-tapos.

"Okay." I said smiling.

I can't wait having kids with him. I know it's too early to say it. Kasi hindi pa naman kami. But his already did his courting style. I told him to make us igib ng tubig at sibak ng kahoy. His okay with that pero I was scared that kuya will screw him up if he'd do that.

"Lance?" I called him.

His so serious looking at the sketch pad.

"Hm?" He asked still his eyes on sketching.

I breathe.

And keep quiet for a minutes.

Gusto ko yung ganito, walang nagsasalita. Pero ramdam ko na malapit siya sa akin. I just want to focus my eyes on his face. Memorize ko na ang mukha ni Lance. Pati yung nunal niya bilang ko yun.

Nilabas ko kung phone ko at kinuhaan ko siya ng maraming litrato. Iba-ibang angle pero lahat magaganda. Ang gwapo kasi, kaya kahit wacky mukha pa din decent.

"How many pictures you've stolen?" He asked looking at my eyes intensely.

I sarcastically smile at him. "Bakit bawal ba? Sige I'll delete it." Sabi ko.

He grinned.

Gosh, so pogi!

"Can you delete?" Pang-hahamon na tanong niya.

I avoid his gaze.

Hindi ko alam kung ilang pictures na ang meron siya sa gallery ko. Palihim ko kasi siyang kinu-kuhaan.

I frowned.

"Bakit ba kasi ayaw mo ng pini-picturan kita? Remembrance kaya to sa mga places na pinupuntahan natin." Malungkot kong tanong.

"Nothing." He said at binalik na ang mga mata sa pag-guguhit ng mukha ko.

I was just silently looking at his every features, i was just silently pray na sana kami na. Na sana hindi matapos ang mga masasayang araw kasama. Na sana walang humadlang. Na sana hindi niya na talaga mahal si Sasha. Dahil sobra akong masasaktan, pero hindi ako magagalit dahil alam kung parte na ng buhay niya si Sasha. But i wanted her remain in the past.

"Deep thought?" Bigla akong nagulat dahil tinabihan niya ako and i feel his lips kiss my shoulder.

Hindi ako sumagot.

I enjoy it, being to close to him.

"What are you thinking, baby?" He asked his arms envelope in my waist.