Lumi || svt ✓

二 : VERNON

To the boy more than a friend

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For you, you have been

more than just my cure

You taught me more

and to me, that meant all

❄

Vernon,

We were one of the youngest trainees back then, given with Chan too of course, but the fact that I am able to communicate with a fellow foreigner eased me a lot. Though, as young we were, you are most open and knowledgeable person than most people I know, more than you could ever know really. When you were showing me your lyrics, it hit me hard on, how for the lack of better word, deep, you are. I admired you ever since, Vernon. And I am glad to be able to train alongside you, even if now I wasn't able to debut, accepting me as your friend during my stay as a trainee is more than I would ever ask for.

You were the one that made me open about your favorite kind of music, in which in turn, turned out to be mine as well. And now listening to these types of music, and me wanting to share these with you like we used to, during our breaks sharing earphones together, lying on the cold floor of the practice room...

There's never a day I don't miss you, Hansol.

I know you don't like being called that, but you were my Hansol. And I was once your Lumi. Haha... how corny. But believe me, and please don't worry about me as I am doing fine, better than ever. I am no longer the frail girl you saw by the hallways of Pledis Ent. You are one of the few that knew about my struggle in my dream of becoming an idol. And I know that you are proud of me, even if it meant me going away... And I am proud of you too, okay?

And I know too well I won't have to worry much about you as you are surrounded by your caring Hyungs, and love you deserve. Just remember that I am one of them too.

Much love,

Lumi