Lumi || svt ✓

四 : DK

To the boy with sunshine smiles

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As shaken like the leaves

from the winter wind

That I may be

I can still find warmth

From smiles you gave me

❄

Dokyeom,

You are the one who made me envy the other trainees who call you 'hyung', cause you make me one who wants to refer you as that. Haha, you remember that embarrassing moment I had, Oppa?— Well, of course you do because you would tease me about it endlessly, constantly reminding me so that I wouldn't forget it. You know too well that I am still not quite familiar with the Korean honorifics so of course, it was bound I would make that mistake. As most of the trainees were male, I just thought it would be the same! Ah, anyways. Before I end up blabbering about that the nth time, it's just that I am missing that 'older brother' comfort from you, I do admit. You might not believe it Oppa but you're more than just the Happy Virus in my life.

During the trainee evaluation, remember that? I was pretty much so nervous I thought I would faint. But then you approached me with a light grip on my shoulder. As taken aback I was, your words of encouragement was more than enough to comfort me. You saw through my shaking figure, and there's never a day I don't think about the smile you gave me. Thanks to you, I am able to perform that day and continue training. Though, along the way I realized I am not able to continue down this path. But you made it through, and I am more than happy for you, Oppa! ♡

I hope you aren't that hard on yourself, I know how softhearted you can be. But you're an amazing, hard working person! You're the one who comforted me and lifted me up when I cried, right? As much that you are no longer beside me, just know that your voice still gives me the same support as it did when we were together back then. Please know that your voice gives strength to those who hears you. Keep on singing from the heart, Seokmin-oppa! Hwaiting!

Much love,

Lumi