To my other half
—
As much that I feel discouraged
to start everything all over again
You made me believe,
I am able to dream— to begin again,
even if now we have different routes
each of our feet to walk in
❄
Junhui,
We were so inseparable back then, as part of the "new kids of the block"; it wasn't a surprise that you and I clicked alongside Minghao-oppa. Even if we weren't much communicating in a sense of speaking, you were one that understood my struggles most as we have something in common being foreigners. You had a different approach in life though, but I don't complain one bit as you were always able to take things in a positive note, as others make take it as hard to deal with. I admire you so much in that Jun-oppa.
Besides all the silly things you do, and all the help you gave me when I was having a hard time... It was the friendship I appreciate the most. How you would look after me like a big brother, even when times you can get weird and annoying. That's what's a big brother's role I guess haha.
You have taught me more than just be positive but also love myself as myself. To embrace my flaws and be determined at all costs to improve. You always seem so optimistic and I take so much liking in that with you. As much that I know you guys have my back, in the end of the day, it's all up for me to carry the weight in me.
But thank you, still, for letting me feel I am not alone in this journey. I took that from you, Jun. Now I am able to stand up and walk towards this 'new' dream of mine. I do hope that even if we're no longer at each other's side. Let's not forget all the times we were together and that we got each other.
Much love,
Lumi
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