To the boy of my dreams
—
You let me understand
We all have our own paces
People have different paths
in line for them, and there
I knew— This isn't for me.
❄
Wonwoo,
I hope you're not missing me so much, Oppa. Has the place gone more peaceful since I was gone? Hahaha... who am I kidding? You're the one who I miss the most, don't tell the others lol. But yeah, I know you'd tell me this is for the better since you know how much I was trying back then. It has been hard to stay but it was just as hard to let go...
Since I am not there anymore, you won't get to tease me about this but you're actually the boy of my dreams— in many ways, you're actually such a nice guy, I swear you make girls swoon by you. Honest! But yeah, did you know I signed up for rap because of you? I know you'd laugh, but really. It sounded so cool when you did it! Such a change of image if they'd only knew how shallow and lame you are with your dry humor.
Jokes aside— you're actually so deep, in your lyrics... besides the voice as well, you can go beyond depths with how you perceive things. It amazes me to this day. I won't ever forget those reminders we've talked about. You're one of the few I got to open up 'bout my doubts. And it was such a relief to be right about my gut feeling approaching you.
There are places where one is meant to be, and I figured mine isn't here.
You made me realize that, and now I can finally move freely. But no doubt, I miss you every single day. Still, thank you. So much. It feels like there's no distance at all whenever I get to see sights of you guys.
You guys are the home I can always come back to. But I guess this dream is not for me. As much that I've gone down a different path, please do know that I won't forget why and where I started. Continue on, Oppa!
Much love,
Lumi
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