Lumi || svt ✓

九 : HOSHI

To my starlight

—

With a swift move,

you took hold of my hand

You helped me realize,

and regain my own steps

All along I danced a rhythm

I wasn't meant to dance with

in the first place— Thank you.

❄

Soonyoung,

To be honest, I still have mixed feelings about dancing. Don't get me wrong, oppa, I love people who dance as it can be a way they express themselves. I admire them so much as to why I want to try it for myself too. But yeah... As for me, I haven't been able to actually dance since, but let me tell you that I am slowly going back on my feet. It's just been difficult I guess?

It still scarred me how people tell me I am not a great dancer, I know I am not, I am far from great but the way they weight their expectations in me. It's just too much. I know it's the harsh reality but it still undeniably hard. The fact that they judged me without even letting me reach my full potential, hurt me. So I am so glad to have someone like you as my friend, you treated me more than a trainee you're in charged off. You looked after me as if I'm your little sister.

It just baffles me, oppa, how people who are great at dancing, just so happens to be the one who encourage me the most to be comfortable on my own skin. As you have told me to not mind people who let you down. As I should just see it as a challenge, though it isn't that easy.

Thank you, Soonyoung. You are one who believed me and pushed me over my potential when I doubted myself. Haha. It's weird isn't it?

You were the one whom I joked most with yet here I am being serious. I guess I never really got to tell you this upfront but I hope I showed you my true feelings when I got the chance. I also want to inform you that you still are my inspiration even as I head on another path. I don't think dancing is for me, honestly, though it is fun! :D And yeah. Maybe me getting skilled in dancing too would only overflow my body to my already multi-talented self. Hahahaha! Kidding aside—

There's never a day your star-like eyes make me smile, the same as you sharply move whenever you dance. The way you radiate is just so contagious. I am aiming to be as radiant as you someday. Keep on shining, Soonyoung. I love you!

Much love,

Lumi