Lumi || svt ✓

五 : MINGYU

To the boy I look up to

—

You were my pillar

You are my roots

And thanks to you

I stood tall like you

❄

Mingyu,

I'm sitting in a café as I'm writing this down. Though the coffee doesn't seem the same without you here. It's quite embarrassing really, earlier I was smiling like an idiot as I thought of you. My eyes wandered around the café and I didn't even notice I was staring by the counter, at the cashier! If it wasn't for the barista giving me his number I wouldn't be out my trance. I. Am. Flushed. ! Mingyu-oppa, I got myself a date without your help HAHA But seriously, you used to always flirt with the baristas back then when we're out and about in our trainee days. And that mostly leads to you having discounts (that was your sole purpose at most lol)— It was because of you I was smiling, okay? I really miss you...

As much that you were my 'self-proclaimed sunbae-nim' on our trainee days, I really can't deny that you were one of the people I look up to. You can take that in another context, as you are one of the taller trainees back then. Or that I have always been short. But really, you're always so nice to your dongsaengs and the others. One thing I am sure of is that that will never change though haha

I can't help but think of you really whenever I smell coffee, as my mind associated it with you as you were the one who always offered me coffee. I won't ever forget those midnight talks we had about the most randomest things, those moments when we didn't even know if it was morning or night.

I really hope you have that warmth feeling whenever you get a cup of coffee. Cause to me that is always the case.

Mingyu-oppa, please stay warm these days. I'll keep safe too because I won't have my oppa around anymore to look after me. Continue to look after the boys even if I'm not there anymore. All the reminders I told you before, I know you know that. I trust you with all of my heart. I know you believe in me too. Thank you for everything...

Take care always! You sent me off well.

Much love,

Lumi