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十一 : JOSHUA

To my sweater

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For you have my heart

open to see the melody

From a laughter, to beauty

on how the mind can think

We are both limitless

And together, we are unstoppable

❄

Jisoo,

For once, I miss your annoying antics and you being a bit too obnoxious as my "acting older brother". And I thought Vernon was already overreacting with his younger sibling. Weirdly, it's unexpected coming from you and Jeonghan-oppa how different you are from your appearance. I didn't want to expose you but it's really a duality how "playful" you really are, from your "nice guy" physique. Though, I wouldn't want it any other way as you are one that I am most comfortable out of the older guys, and the one I trust the most.

I miss you to say the least.

As I act tough and independent back then, you know how I really am. It's tough. You're actually one of the few who noticed how closed off I am from how I appear to be. We're kinda the same huh? But it's coming from different places, it's just I am still adjusting and was at that point in building up some sense of self. But by that, you helped me come out of my shell in my own pace. To be more open with others, to get to know them and see they aren't that we are not different from each other. I learned that sticking together and helping each other out is the way to go.

I still live by those words, Joshua. And I really appreciate it. It's some warm reassurance you know? As it can be the safety sweater in my heart as it came from someone whom I admire the most. Cheesy huh? It's not all the time I am like this. But I'm being honest!! >A<

I do hope you're enjoying well with the others, as much that I want to stay with you guys. I still am continuing loving you guys even if I've gone on a different path. I know you understand, as you have always been that understanding. Please be always reminded of me whenever the first snow falls! Stay warm, Jisoo-oppa :)

PS: I kept the sweater :3

Much love,

Lumi