Lumi || svt ✓

三 : SEUNGKWAN

To the boy who gave me strength

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From you, I learned lot

On my own, I have strength

But if only you knew

You were the source

❄

Seungkwan,

You were my snack buddy back then, haha, mostly you're the one distracting the others (or sometimes, we go rounds) while we sneak in some snacks for ourselves at times we would practice so late at night. We know how much the company can be strict when it comes to dieting, though that didn't stop us.

But we eventually did though, to our disappointment :c but being alongside you and the other trainees made it bearable. As you turned our midnight snacking into midnight talks instead. Food for thought, as you joked around but really, these days I am asking for that comfort no one really did manage to give me as you did. To be honest, it has been loud up my head that it keeps me up at night. But thanks to your songs, I am able to sleep with ease. You have such a gifted voice, Seungkwan.

And there's a lot more than that I admire about you. You were one of the people not so confident about their body image, that goes to us back then... but Kwannie I am so proud of how much you turned out! Though, with the lack of cheeks now that I used to pinch so much, that you would scold me with it. Haha, oh, I missed that. But things are different now, I know, though my heart is still soft to you as ever, I admit.

I am doing better now! Ever since I went away, I have not forgotten the kind words you gave me. Never. So don't worry! You taught me to not care about what others say, as hard it may be for my case at the moment, I am glad how you taught me that you can be both as 'assertive' and softhearted, and that we shouldn't be ashamed about it at all! I learned from the best, so Thank You!

There's never a day I am not thankful about you. I'm sorry if I realized too late, I didn't know how much I loved you back then. Though, I am still continuing to love you in this safe distance, Kwan.

Take care always.

Much love,

Lumi