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十二 : JEONGHAN

To the one who taught me how to fly

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That I am always part of you

as you are to me, my wings

that are able to carry me

As long that I believe in me

❄

Jeonghan,

Oppa!!~ I guess it's still safe to say though? You really are my angel! ^^ Hahaha sorry, my handwriting had always been messy but it's just messier today! I'm actually a bit tipsy, but I want to write for you! Ahhh if youwere actually here, I know you would scold me. 미안해요 :< I don't want you toworry though ㅠㅠ I know how much you really care for your dongsaengs from how you really appear to be, you seem to always prank us but that's just your way of showing affection! I get it right? Ayeee>///<

But I want to be honest to you, it's really been hard for me, and sad... so sad ever since I left, I miss you so much. I miss all of you so much, Oppa. I haven't got to open up much, it's just been Seungkwan or you who I get to talk to. I don't want to burden you enough but you are the one who knows how to listen well and comfort me even. It's hard enough to stay in something I'm losing hope in as important as my dream, but it's harder leaving the people I value the most behind. To this day though, thank you for believing in me. It's enough of a push for me to head on and fly towards my dream, of where I am supposed to be.

Maybe that's why you are called an angel? Hahaha... I mean, you have always guided me and been there for me, for us. And it's comfort enough to know that I am part of you as you are with me. And as sad it may seem... I am still with you even we're far apart from distance. This is the most honest letter I could give you so I'll keep it as it is, I won't regret telling you my true feelings. And I won't ever regret meeting you even as lifetimes pass. Take care, my Oppa! ♡

Much love,

Lumi