sweetie • Brendon Urie x Reader

thirteen

"I'll tell you everything, but not here."

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still Brendon's POV...

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•present day•
I hit my head a few times before standing up, I had decided that maybe talking to Ryan would be best for now. He always knew how to help me in many different ways. I ran to my next lesson as lunch was nearly over, Ryan was in that class with me.

It took a few minutes for the bell to go off but eventually it did and students piled into the school and into their classrooms. I walked in and sat at the back, watching as the class filled up with the other students. I just sat there waiting to see the oh so familiar face. Eventually, Ryan walked in and I waved, telling him to sit at the back with me which he did. He sat next to me and smiled, I put my hand on his knee.

"Hey Ry!" I smiled slightly.

"Before you say anything, Bren, what's happening between you and my sister? I'm mad at you, but mostly Sarah for beating my sister up. You just sat there and laughed, what the hell?" His eyes showed anger and annoyance as he spoke.

"That's kind of what I wanted to talk to you about, actually."

"Really? Then please, continue."

"I didn't know Sarah was gonna do what she did, to be honest I'm also mad at her and extremely disappointed," I took a deep breath, "and as to why I laughed, I really have no idea. Something inside of me enjoyed seeing y/n so helpless like that- I know, it's disgusting of me to say that. But I just couldn't do anything, im sorry."

Ryan looked shocked, so shocked that his best friend, me, liked watching his little sister go through pain.

"You're right, that is disgusting, what the fuck?"

"Please, I don't know what happened Ry, I really don't. I don't understand it either." I looked down in shame.

"Just tell me what you wanted to talk to me about, Brendon." He sighed.

"I messed up, okay? I know I did. I also know that dating Sarah was one of the worst mistakes I've ever made, but if you knew the reasons you'd understand, I know you would." I looked away from Ryan.

"I apologised to y/n, she told me that she forgives me. The only problem is, is Sarah. I can't tell you anything, but please can you let y/n know that I'm sorting myself out, starting with breaking up with Sarah. I want nothing to do with her anymore. After the shit with Sarah dies down, I promise I will tell you and y/n everything. Right now, y/n won't talk to me or hear me out, so please Ryan, please convince her to hear me out and that I'll explain everything eventually." I sighed.

"B, I can't help unless I know what's happening. Tell me, what's happened with Sarah?"

"I, um, fine. I'll tell you everything, but not here. Not now. I can't risk anyone hearing, okay? Meet me after school, please."

"I need to take y/n home, but I don't know if she'll be okay being alone with James. I'll let her explain that to you when you make up."

"You think we will?"

"I know you will." He smiled.

"Thank you, and can't Patrick, Dallon or anyone else look after her?"

"I suppose I can ask her, then them." He nodded.

"Thanks, Ry."