sweetie • Brendon Urie x Reader

thirty one

"Of course, I'm not leaving you guys."

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Y/n's POV...
After a week or so I realised how pathetic I was actually being, I mean come on. Leaving my brother behind because I had a crush on his boyfriend?

Sure, that wasn't the main reason why I left, but after Ry had told me that we would be staying with Brendon's family I would no longer have to deal with James.

It's our last year at school, I wanna just get over it whilst I can and me skipping nearly every other day really isn't how I want or intend to finish.

It's currently the morning, around half 7. I just finished getting dressed, waiting in the basement for Tyler and Josh to come down. I haven't been sleeping in the basement at all, I just love being down here any time I have. I know Tyler's the same. Soon enough the two boys came down the stairs and greeted me with a warm and tight hug.

"I might go back home today, I'm done being pathetic and running from my problems. I miss Ry." I sighed.

"That's great, y/n! Obviously we'll miss you being around, but it's okay! We'll still see each other loads, right?" Ty questioned.

"Of course, I'm not leaving you guys." I giggled.

"Good! Now, let's head to school." Josh smiled.

We all grabbed our bags and headed to the car, on our way to school I thought about a few things; one, I need to find Ryan and tell him I'm coming back. Two, I need to apologise to Brendon.

Josh, Tyler and I all sang our hearts out to songs on the way to school. Josh is the type who you rarely hear sing, but he's amazing at singing. His and Tyler's voices harmonise well together, then you have me in the back more screaming my heart out then actually singing.

We all laughed as the current song finished and we pulled into the school, we all piled out of the car and walked to classes.

It was finally lunch, I was sitting outside with Josh and Tyler when I saw Ryan and Brendon walk past. They both seemed upset about something. I noticed that Pete and Patrick weren't with the two guys, which was strange because they're usually all together.

I frowned before jumping up and dropping my phone. I started running to my brother and his boyfriend whilst shouting "I'll be back, stay here!" To my two best friends. I finally caught up with the couple.

"Hey," I started, out of breath.

I placed a hand on Ry's shoulder and huddled over to catch my breath, damn I'm out of shape. Both boys turned and looked at me, both seemed to share a similar shocked expression.

"Bren, I wanted to say I'm sorry. I shouldn't have ever told you how I feel and I sure as hell shouldn't have left because of the rejection," I frowned. "I understand how pathetic I was being so I'm sorry, friends?" I asked.

Brendon looked at me with a blank expression before chuckling and pulling me into a hug.

"Of course we're friends, Star. You don't have to be sorry for anything." He chuckled.

We pulled away and I laughed slightly before looking at Ryan. He looked hurt. I sighed before running into him, hugging him as tightly as possible.

"I'm sorry I left, I miss you and I wanna come back with you." I whispered.

"Wait, What?" He pulled away from me.

"You wanna come back?" He asked with a hopeful smile.

I nodded quickly, grinning as I watched his face turn into a smile.

"You know you're staying with me though, right?" Brendon asked.

"Yeah, and it's okay." I smiled.

•time skip..•
Josh and Tyler helped me pack my bags and drive me to Brendon's house. I thanked them both for everything and pulled them into a tight hug before following Ryan and Brendon up to my temporary room.

After I had put my stuff away and gotten settled, I knocked on Brendon's door, knowing Ryan was with him. Brendon opened the door with a sigh and a sad smile, Ryan peaking around the door with a sad look too.

"Can we hang out?" I asked quietly.

"Of course, lets go outside." Brendon smiled.

We walked outside and sat around on the grass, talking and laughing.

•time skip..•
I looked at the two boys, both smiling and laughing at a sarcastic comment I had made. I giggled a little before a thought crossed my mind, why were they upset earlier?

"Hey, guys?"

"Yeah?" Both boys asked in sync.

"Are you both okay? You both looked sad earlier at school, and when I asked for you to hang out." I stated.

Both boys looked at each other and frowned. Ryan sighed, looking at the floor and Brendon took a deep breath before looking at me.

"Look, y/n. Your brother and I are just dealing with some - relationship - things. We just don't feel like things are going the way they used to," he paused. "We're trying to figure a way around this, though."

Brendon looked down and shuffled back slightly. Ryan pulled his knees to his chest and hugged his legs. I stared at the two boys.

"I'm sorry, I hope you guys figure it out. You know that you can both talk to me about things, yeah?" I placed a hand on Brendon's shoulder and the other on Ryan's knee.

Both boys looked up at me and nodded before returning to their staring at the ground. I sighed.

"Come, let's watch a film." I suggested.

I stood up and held a hand out for Ryan, he took it and I helped him stand up. Ryan shuffled into the house as I turned to face Brendon. I crouched down in front of him and placed a hand on his shoulder again.

"Bren you can always talk to me, I mean it. I'll be here for you, okay?"

"Okay," He looked up at me. "Thank you, Star."

I smiled at him before grabbing his hand and pulling him up. We both walked inside and joined Ryan in Brendon's room. Brendon chose a film for us to watch, the two boys sat on Brendon's bed, a little a part from each other. I sat at the foot of the bed, hugging my legs.

We stayed like that for a while, just watching the film in silence. As the film started to finish I felt my eyes become heavy and soon enough I had fallen asleep.