sweetie • Brendon Urie x Reader

twenty four

"Come, we need to talk."

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•time skip•
I walked through the front door, as soon as I did the two males ran to me and engulfed me in a tight hug. I didn't move, I just stayed there until they pulled away from me.

"Come, we need to talk." Ryan said as he and Brendon walked hand in hand to the couch.

I sighed and followed slowly behind them, sitting on the floor in front of them. Not wanting to have a conversation right now. They both sat down extremely close to each other; it was clear to see that something had happened and they were now much closer than just being friends with benefits.

"So what, you guys are dating now?" I asked, gesturing towards their hands.

"Y/n, please hear us out." Brendon spoke.

I looked down at the floor and began playing with my sleeves. Ryan sighed before talking.

"I'm not gonna lie to you, Star. Yes, Brendon and I are dating now. It must seem weird, your brother dating a guy huh?" He chuckled slightly.

"Yeah, something like that. You know, I don't care if you're gay or whatever; you're my brother. I'll always love you." I looked up at Ry.

"There's also one more thing we want to say," Ryan started, "so you know our band?"

"We've been signed, as soon as we finish school they want us to start touring." Brendon finished.

I gasped and looked at the two boys in front of me in disbelief. I was happy for them, of course I was. Ryan's success meant everything to me, but then going on tour also meant that I would be left alone with James. Right now, I'm not going to let that bother me.

"W-wait really? That's so amazing! I'm so proud of you Ry." I smiled slightly.

I stood up and walked over to Ryan and hugged him, I patted Brendon's shoulder simply because I haven't fully forgiven him yet. I smiled at the couple.

"Thank you, jellybean." Ryan smiled back.

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•a few hours later, 12am•

My head was pounding, I often suffer from migraines but ones like this makes me feel like I can't move. My whole body froze whilst the pounding in my head grew, I groaned. I had been laying here since 7pm, it started as a minor headache so I decided to go lay down. The pain seemed to increase, there were no signs of it stopping anytime soon. I finally found the energy and strength to move and sat up, slowly I stood up and walked out of my room. My hand flew to my head and rubbed it gently as the throbbing continued to get worse. Tears started slowly falling down my face from the pain.

I walked down the hallway to Ryan's room, since I wasn't trusted to be around any sort of pills, Ryan held the pills to help my migraines. I lightly knocked on the door with my free hand, there was a shuffle behind the door until it opened slightly to reveal a sleepy looking Brendon.

"W-where's Ry?" I sniffed.

He opened the door more and pointed to the bed which I saw Ryan fast asleep. I sighed and nodded, beginning to turn around. That was until a hand grabbed my wrist.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying y/n?" Brendon whispered in attempt to not wake up my brother.

I wiped my tears, though it was no use, they still kept coming. I frowned and pointed to my head, Brendon gave me a look of sympathy and nodded before releasing my arm and walking back into Ryan's room. The pain became more intense, causing me to lean against the wall and slide down so that I was sitting. My crying became slightly louder, causing Brendon to quickly rush back to me. He crouched down next to me and held out his hand, revealing two pills which he then placed into my hand.

"Stay here, I'll get you some water."

I nodded and watched as he walked down the stairs. A few minutes later Brendon returned and handed me the glass, I instantly shoved the pills in my mouth and took a large sip of water. I placed the glass on the ground as I felt my body become weak, I groaned.

"Here, let's get you back to your room." Brendon reached his hand out for me to take.

I found enough strength once more and took his hand, Brendon swiftly lifting me back to my feet. I stumbled slightly. Brendon placed my arm over his neck and placed his arm around my back to keep me steady. We slowly walked back to my room. I sighed as Brendon let go of me, I stumbled over to my bed and sat down cross legged. I watched Brendon push my door to a close, then walking to me and sitting down next to me.

"Be honest with me, y/n," he started. "How do you truly feel about me dating your brother?"

I looked down at my legs, not wanting to answer him. What was I supposed to say? 'Oh by the way Brendon, I like you and I want to be with you'? No, I couldn't tell him that. I couldn't risk losing our friendship which we went through so much for.

"Fine, I'm so happy for you both. You make each other happy and that's clear to see." I whispered.

"Y/n."

"Brendon."

"Be honest with me, I don't know if this is true but I heard that you've fallen for me, so tell me the truth."

What the fuck? Who told him that? I've only told Josh and Tyler! They wouldn't say anything to anyone, I trust them. Someone must have overheard us...

"I am telling you the truth, I'm happy for you both I really am." I stated.

"Well Pete told me he overheard you talking to Tyler and Josh. Y/n I just want you to be honest with me," he took a deep breath. "I don't want things to Be awkward between us, you know? I don't want you to have feelings for me whilst I'm dating your brother. It would be weird."

"Fine, okay! Yes, Brendon I like you. Just leave, I know what you're going to say." I snapped.

I pulled my knees up to my chest as tears began to well up in my eyes. I heard Brendon sigh.

"Y/n look, I'm sorry. I just can't see you and I being together; it would be weird." He shrugged.

"Just leave, okay? Go back to Ryan." I said between light sobs. "I'll be out by tomorrow." I whispered.

Luckily, Brendon has already stood up and walked towards the door as I said my last sentence, so he didn't hear me. He opened the door and looked over at me, I began crying harder.

"Goodnight, I'm sorry." He said before turning the light off for me and closing the door. That night I cried myself to sleep.