We went on so many little adventures when we were together. They day we adventures on the farm and you saw a giant ass turtle. When you met my dogs and lugnut. I obsess on how good you are with them it was part of the reason I fell in love with you. I remember when you came to the farm and we watched movies I had. Then after how we sat by the pond that night it was kinda cold but we managed there was no place I’d rather have been then right there with you. Then there were things like McDonald’s for the first time so many first I couldn’t believe it.
There was also spring break. That was so much fun Idk if I could have done it without you there. Climbing the mountain, laying on the ground with you, taking pictures and shopping. We stayed in that older creepy hotel the downtowner cause that was all there was. The kept flickering and freaking me out. So you got up to fix it. I wish I had shown more appreciation for every little thing and I did appreciate it but didn't really know how to show it. When you picked up that little purple flower and handed it to me I remember I actually from happiness. I was worried you were going to fall the whole time and I really didn't know what you were doing. It just caught me off guard and it made me love you even more than I already did. It made one of my favorite pictures… I never want to forget.
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bipolar memoir
NonfiksiThis is a story of loss, love, struggles, and mental illness. I'm telling the whole honest truth about the things I love and lost. This is to help me cope and have an understanding of my journey while having it on paper. I'm trying to document ever...