A/N.:
Hey guys! Thanks for considering to read my story. This is my first fanfic so I'm gonna make this author's note quick since I don't really like long author's note.Enjoy and hope you like it. I do not own Fairytail and it's characters!
Lucy P.O.V
I walked to the guild with my head bowed down.I feel lonely and empty like a deep,dark hole.They ignored me,forgot me, and didn't even care.Fairytail was supposed to be my family, treating each other with care, or so I thought.When I lifted my head up, I saw my old team on the table in the middle, laughing and having fun as the youngest Strauss sibling continued telling her story.I could care less about her yapping and I just went up the stairs to the second floor.Reaching the last step,I walked towards Master's office.In the past, I thought that I wouldn't leave this guld, and i would die as a Fairytail mage.Guess I was wrong.
Knock! Knock! Knock!
I heard his deep voice through the door, telling me to come in.When I closed the door, he looked up with a concerned and worried face."What is the matter, child?" he asked.
"Master, I can't do this anymore," I said, my voice slightly quivering ",I thought Fairytail was supposed to take care of each other, treat each other as nakama, not ignore the person." I shut my eyes tightly to stop the tears from escaping their prison. Clenching my fists, I looked at Master with a serious expression, hoping that he may consider." Child, if this is what you want, I can't stop you.I will take off your insignia on one condition." Eager, I nodded. He looked at me in the eye and said, "Promise me that you will visit us someday, whenever you need to. Promise me that you will talk to me if you have any problems. You are a smart and caring girl, Lucy. I'm wondering why those idiots would even forget about their team mate, their friend." I nodded, touched by the Master's short speech. I will truly miss him. He is such a dear father to me. He then chanted a simple spell, removing my guild mark, turning it into tiny pink glitters. Not sparing another glance at master, I exited his small office, leaving Master(or Makarov) in deep thought.
After, I walked out of the guild, ignoring the fight in the middle of the guild hall. I stepped outside feeling the warm breeze of summer.When I reached my apartment, one key glowed brightly and I saw Loke standing in front of me, his face full of concern and pity. "Hey, Loke, long time no see. How have you been?" I casually asked. "Hime," he said, his serious voice surprised me ",are you alright? Is everything fine?" I simply nodded my head and headed to my bedroom to start packing. He followed me, obviously wanting answers.
"Look Loke, thanks for your concern but I'm tired. You should go back." I said with a fake smile in my face. He wasn't convinced and I sighed. Why can't they leave me alone? At least give me some space. I feel emptier, since I just quit the guild of my dreams. Since he wouldn't leave me alone, I faced him with tears sprouting out of my eyes." I can't do this anymore. I just feel so cold and lonely knowing that nobody from the guild would talk to me.They just ignored me and pushed me to the sidelines.They shatterd my already sad and broken heart.They don't CARE! " I sobbed and fell down the floor. Loke quickly rushed to my side checking my body if I scratched myself. "Don't bother checking my body for any scratches Loke, I'm fine." I told him. It's my heart that needs to be healed because the pain is just too much for me to handle. Then, all my keys glowed and all my celestial spirits came out, smiling sadly. I felt what everyone is feeling: concern and pity. Even Aquarius looked at me with gentle eyes, showing me that she cared. " I'm tired of being looked down. I'm tired of being weak, always depending on you all to help me. I'm tired of all the pain I am feeling." I said, when my tears stopped spilling.
Suddenly, a bright light appeared within me. All my Celestial spirits looked at me worriedly, not knowing whether the light is harmful or not. They tried to reach out but the light pushed them away. All they could do was watch. Pain erupted within me and I suddenly screamed from the burning feeling. Please, stop. No more. No more pain. Please. I pleaded but it won't stop. Then, the pain disappeared, like it wasn't even there. All my spirits rushed to my side, hugging me and asking if I am fine. I nodded but Aries suddenly looked at me with wide eyes, hands on her mouth to stop herself from sobbing. "Aries, are you alright?" I asked. Everyone looked at me with wide eyes, shock written in their faces. Loke handed me a mirror and I looked shocked myself. I have dark brown, waist-length hair, so dark it almost look black. My eyes weren't chocolate brown anymore, but pale gray. My skin turned paler that it almost look as white as snow. What happened?
"Hime-sama, is that you?" Virgo asked, and I nodded my head in confirmation. It is me, and not me at the same time. Maybe I deserved this, maybe I was meant to be like this. This is what it truly look like, since this is how I feel. Cold, lonely and empty. Abandoned in the middle of the path, ignored by people passing by. "Minna, please go back to the spirit world, I am fine." I said in an emotionless voice. They hesitated, but complied anyways, except Virgo and Loke. " I said I'm fine! " I repeated, loud and clear, for them to hear. They look at each other with worried faces then said good night to me. After a shimmer of gold disappeared, I continued packing.
This is the start of the new me. I am no longer Lucy Heartfilia of Fairytail. My name is Kiera Shizukana, and this is where everything begins.
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A/N.:
Hey guys! Glad that you read my first fanfic and story!! Please tell me what you think and comment in a nice way and tell me if there are any unclear parts of the story. I am not really that good when it comes to English but I hope that you guys understood the story.
It is a typical Lucy-quits-the-guild story but I'm gonna add some stuff and remove common stuff to at least make the story okay. Lisanna isn't mean to her, unless you're wondering. And, she was ignored like they kinda forgot about her since they're to caught up with Lisanna. Team Natsu doesn't beat up and torture Lucy in this story. Lucy's new name is Kiera Shizukana.
Kiera- meaning "dark"
Shizukana-meaning "quiet"
Gomen if the name is bad. Like I said, it is my first story. Anyways, thanks again and hope to see you guys soon!!
- iamabookgeek
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