in love with my devil ➯ markhyuck

thirty four ➻〝jeno and jaemin〞

❝so who was that?❞ donghyuck asked once renjun came back, lazily sitting beside the younger and laid down, resting his head on donghyuck's lap.

❝just some jerks.❞ the older said between his gritted teeth. just remembering who they were made his blood boil.

donghyuck then unconsciously started caressing the older's soft locks while admiring him. ❝what do they want?❞

renjun scoffed and sat up properly. ❝they want me to break up with you and be with them. when i said no, one of them kissed me on my lips! they're so irritating! i hate them so much!❞ the older complaint, ruffling his hair out of frustration.

❝i'm not going to just leave my boyfriend for some jerks. who do they think i am? i'm not some slut who's willing to go with anyone!❞ renjun continued to complain, making donghyuck laugh because the older just looks so adorable while complaining.

but donghyuck quickly shook those thoughts off from his head. ❝who even are they?❞ he asked.

renjun stayed still on his seat, thinking if he should answer donghyuck's question or not. and when he had made up his mind and was about to tell donghyuck, he suddenly felt like throwing up.

he didn't say anything and just ran to the nearest bathroom and started throwing up.

❝injun? you good there?❞ donghyuck knocked at the locked bathroom door worriedly. ❝honey, what's wrong?❞

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❝daddy, look!❞ yijun shouted as he quickly went to his daddy who was busy reading a book.

the baby placed it on the book his daddy was reading to gain his attention. ❝it's papa's book! well, not a book actually. that things works like a diary. it contains all the things that had happened and IS happening to papa. it keeps expanding everyday. did that make sense daddy?❞ yijun awkwardly rubs his nape after a minute of no response from his daddy.

mark just stared at the book for a minute. he was deep in thoughts but hearing yijun snap his fingers brought him back to reality. ❝o-oh, okay. i'll check.❞ mark laughs awkwardly before standing up from the chair and going outside of the library to donghyuck's room.

he then opened the book to it's last page. ❝donghyuck and r-renjun... t-they're together?❞ the boy choked as he continued to read further in the book.

every time he stops reading, new words appears.

❝and renjun's pregnant... WAIT WHAT?!❞

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❝y-you're not mad?❞ renjun asked and i quickly shook my head.

❝why would i? you're carrying a life in you.❞ i said as i wiped away his tears and just rested my hand on his cheek while caressing it softly.

but to be honest, i'm kinda hurt. renjun is pregnant with someone else's child. my boyfriend is pregnant with someone else's child and i don't know who the other father is.

let's just say that i may or may not had started catching feelings for renjun...

like seriously! who wouldn't love a guy like him? he's such a sweetheart! he's so caring and so patient. he doesn't always complain about some childish things unlike some other guys. he always acts mature whenever we go out.

❝so...❞ i said, feeling a little awkward. he looked at me confusedly and i just smiled sheepishly. what do i do? i want to know who he did it with by not getting awkward afterwards.

but then again, i clearly have the rights to know. i'm his boyfriend after all.

and when i had already built up the courage to ask him, he just suddenly said, ❝i-i don't know.❞ which confused the hell out of me.

❝i-i mean...❞ renjun took a deep breath and exhaled before continuing his words. ❝it was three months ago. i just got out of work when jeno texted me, asking if i wanted to hangout since it's been so long since we all last hangout and this and that. when i got to their apartment and got to the living room, alcohol was everywhere. jaemin was completely drunk that time and jeno asked if i wanted to watch a movie, i just said yes.❞ renjun stopped and moved closer to me, holding onto my hands tightly.

❝jeno, who was also drunk by the time the movie ended, forced me to drink alcohol. i tried to get out from their apartment but i failed miserably and they just dragged to their room and they...❞ renjun gulped as tears started rolling down his cheeks.

❝hey, don't cry, i'm here. i wont let those jerks go anywhere near you again.❞ i pulled him in my arms securely and rubbed circles on his back as an attempt to make him calm down.

❝i don't know what to do donghyuck. i'm pregnant. my parents will kill me. there's three babies inside me and it scares the shit out of me! what if i die while giving birth to them?!❞ renjun rambled nonstop making me laugh a little. at least he got to remove jeno and jaemin from his mind.

renjun is going to have the triplets. renjun is going to have kids. he'll be able to watch them grow. he'll be there when it's their first day of school. he'll be there when they turn seven. he would be able to watch them graduates elementary school. he'll be by their side forever. renjun is soon going to have the family he always had dreamed to have. he only needs to get in a relationship with jeno and jaemin. even though those two raped him, i'm pretty sure he'll just forgive them. after all, the three of them are originally meant for each other.

while i'm here, still thinking about mark and our sons. i doubt that all of that was a dream. it felt so real and... right. but right now, i can't really go to jeno for some answers after knowing what he did to renjun.

i only have myself.

❝can we go visit yoonhyun tomorrow?❞ renjun suddenly asked and i just nodded, still in deep thoughts about mark and our sons.

❝hey, what do i do for a living?❞ i asked.

renjun then suddenly jumped up from his seat and faced me looking all cheerful. ❝oh right! i almost forgot, taeyong hyung asked me to tell you to go to sm entertainment in cheongdam-dong. you guys will be talking about your next comeback.❞

❝comeback? i'm an idol?❞

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