( a/n golds fake and real love hurts )
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Grayson's POV
oh, my love, my darling
i've hungered for your touch
a long, lonely time
time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much
are you still mine?
i need your love
i need your love
god speed your love to me
i can't even begin to describe how much i love y/n. i've had my eye on her for a while now. you probably think i'm a stalker or something like that which i guess i kinda am. see me and y/n use to be in a relationship but she found that i was too controlling and didn't like that so she broke up with me. i was beyond devastated. i love y/n so much and i just want what's best for her so that's why i was so controlling. ever since she has left me i've felt so lost. she's the other half to me she just doesn't realize that yet. for the past year i've been spying on y/n. watching her every move. yes i know it's creepy but hell its because i still love and want her so what else am i suppose to do? i can't have her fall in love with anyone besides me. she's only in love with me she just hasn't realized it. although one day she will. she's the love of my life. she's everything i have ever wanted and more. i miss her touch so much. her soft pink plump lips are so magical. her beautiful black hair and it has slight waves which makes it even more beautiful. her perfect curved body. curved in all the right places. her cute face and how her angelic brown eyes glisten in the sunlight. she's so perfect and beautiful. what's not to love about her? she's literally everything i've ever wanted and i'm determined to make that mine again. no matter what i have to do or go through. mark my words she will be mine again. the time without y/n had went by so slow. it's been so lonely for me. i just want to hold her in my arms again and comfort her the way i use to. time can do so much. time makes me think of a possible future i can have with her. me and her getting married and having kids. us growing old together. waking up beside her every single day would make me the happiest man in earth. anywhere y/n is i am there too. yes i hid cameras in her room and her house. she still lives with her parents which makes it harder for my plan to work but i just need to catch her when she's on her own. alone with no one that could help her. i know where y/n is at all times also i know who she's with. you have no idea how mad i get when she hangs out with boys. that should be me hanging out with her not them. who the fuck even are they? exactly there not important and no where in hell good enough for y/n. only i am. i don't know if she has a boyfriend right now or not? hopefully she doesn't but even if she does have one that's not going to stop me. hell nothing will stop me from getting the love of my life where she belongs. i get to thinking sometimes. is she still mine? will she ever be mine again? will i be able to hold her in my arms and care for her? but then i shake those soft thoughts out of my mind. of course she's mine. she's only mine and forever will be only mine. she'll fall in love with me one way or another. i'm determined to make her fall in love with me. it'll work i'm sure of it. i just need her love. i hope to god that my plan will work. i just want her love.
lonely rivers flow
to the sea, to the sea
to the open arms of the sea
lonely rivers sigh
" wait for me, wait for me "
i'll be coming home, wait for me
now is the perfect time to make a move. to finally have y/n as my own. hell the thought of finally having y/n to myself makes me beyond happy. this plan is going to work perfectly. i see y/n right now. she's jogging in a dark alley with barely any light around. no one will see what's happening. y/n jogging with her AirPods in. ( she don't speak broke ) i run up behind her and grab her quickly by the waist. with my other free hand i put my hand over her mouth so she doesn't make any sound. i then whisper in her ear.
" make a sound and you're dead. understood? "
she nods in response. i could see the fear in her eyes. she couldn't make out that it's me her ex so she probably think some stranger is kidnapping her although it's no stranger it's just me. i grab the cloth from my pocket and held it up to her nose so she ingest the chemicals that are on it and falls asleep to make this event a lot easier. on que she falls right in my arms. i pick her up bridal style and carry her to my car. this is right i can feel it. this was the only option to make her mine and so far it's working perfectly. i place her in the backseat of my car gently and bucket her in. ( safety first ) i then get in the drivers seat of the car and head home. also what makes this plan even more perfect is that i live in the woods so no one could hear her or anything. my place in the woods is like impossible to find so no one will come looking for her there. ah this plan could get any more perfect. i soon arrive home. i park my car in the garage if my place and get out. i open the backseat door of my car to get y/n out. my eyes always get lost just looking at her. so much to look at and admire. she's a queen in my eyes. no one is as perfect as her. she's the love of my life at last home with me. where she always belonged. i carry her into my house bridal style. she's so light which makes this ten times easier. i place her down in the basement if my house. i then take her wrists and chain them up to the wall so she can't escape or try anything really. i take a step back and look at her. she's so beautiful. my precious y/n. i can't wait till she wakes up and that makes me one step closer to making her mine. she'll fall in love with me soon i know it. i admire her body from a far. she's so beyond beautiful. she's so gorgeous. y/n literally has no flaws. not even one. i go up to y/n and bend down to her level. she's still sadly asleep but that doesn't stop me from talking to her. i stroke the side of her face and whisper.
" my love you're finally with me. you're so beautiful my darling. i love you so much. i truly do love you."
i softly kiss her forehead and then get up to walk out of the basement. i reach the basement door and still have y/n in my sight. i sigh before looking at her. i whisper.
" now we wait till you wake up and then my plan shall carry on my love."
i lock the basement door and head to my room where i have camera footage of the basement live. i put cameras in the basement so i can see what she's doing and when she wakes up. i can't believe my plan has worked beyond perfectly so far. all that's left is to make her fall in love with me. which might be rather difficult to do but i'll happen soon. i'm so in love with y/n. i can't wait to start my life with her.
oh, my love, my darling
i've hungered for your touch
a long time, lonely time
time goes by so slowly
are you still mine?
i need your love
i need your love
god speed your love to me
i see in the cameras footage that y/n is starting to wake up. i can't help but watch her every move. she's literally looks so beautiful doing anything. she's really the love of my life. i can't even begin to describe how much i love her. she's beyond amazing. i see that y/n has fully woken up now. she's yanking her wrist away from the wall that her wrist are chained up to but little does she know it's not going to work. she yanks really hard this time. ( i'm lmao sounds wrong ) i see her wince in pain. i feel bad. i hate seeing my love in pain unless it's caused by me. ( umm idek?) i wait just a little longer to go down there. i need to mentally prepare myself and i need to figure out what to say. i think i'm ready so i head down to the basement. i unlock the basement door and head over to y/n. i can still see the fear in her eyes. she yells.
" who are you? what do you want with me? "
i smirk turning on the light so she can see who i am.
" hello my love."
i say bending down to her level. i brush some of her hair out of her face so i can see all her beautifulness.
" get away from me you creep. "
she says. not going lie kinda hurt but i don't know who she thinks she is talking to me like that. i won't let her get away with that but sense today's her first day here i'll be leant.
i smirk before saying.
" you're lucky it's your first day here or else you wouldn't be to happy right now."
she gulps hard. she seems to be scared.
" grayson why are you doing this?"
she asks.
" i'm doing this because i love you and you left me. you don't know it yet but we are meant for each other. we're endgame. ( i'm lmao ) you left me for no reason. i was only " controlling " because i know what's fucking best for you y/n. you just can't fucking see that i love you. "
y/n seemed stunned as i finished my sentence. she sighs before saying.
" gray i didn't know okay. you just made me feel trapped in the relationship so i left. to be honest gray i still love you. hell i know it's not right but i still do love you."
i can't believe the words that left her mouth. she still loves me? hell this plan is going better then i expected it to. but she could also be lying and coming up with a plan to escape or some shit. so i can't trust her just yet.
" y/n how do i know your not lying?"
i ask.
" i don't know gray you just have to believe me."
i shake my head.
" i can't believe you y/n, you tend to lie a lot."
she rolls her eyes which makes me clench my jaw.
" don't fucking roll your eyes at me."
i spat.
" gray stop acting so tough. you don't scare me. you're forgetting i know you and your body language. we did date so i know deep down you're a softie so stop acting so tough."
i clench my jaw and crack my neck. i say.
" y/n shut up. you know what? you're still the same bitch you were when i met you."
she scoffs and says.
" damn gray you're still the same asshole you were when i met you."
i roll my eyes.
" don't fucking roll your eyes at me."
she mocked. ugh what i what to do to punish her but well wait another day for that. instead i grab her by the neck and choke her but not to much of course the bitch can still breath. i don't want to murder my love now.
" now you fucking listen to me y/n. don't talk back to me. we'll go over rules tomorrow so now stop fucking testing me before you get it. understood?"
i spat harshly. i see her start to tremble and start to gag. i loosen the grip around her neck. then i let go. i hear her breath heavily due to her not being able to breath. her breathing finally becomes steady again. she nods her head as a response. i scoff before saying.
" use words sweet heart "
she says.
" yes i understand."
" good now get some sleep tomorrow's going to be a long day."
i finish my sentence with a smirk.
i then kiss y/n forehead. she smiles in response. i know it's a fake smile but i'll deal with what i can get. i walk out of the basement locking the door. i go back up to my room. i see on the cameras that y/n is just sitting there with tears falling down her face. i feel bad but one day she'll realize i did all of this for a reason. my love will soon be all mine. we will love each other till the end...
( a/n damn i kinda got deep into this. )
