Letters To Gerard. [Frerard]

The Twentieth Letter.

One more. One more after this, and then I'm done.

One more after this, and then it's over.

One more after this, and I'll be out of your way.

It's not the answer, I know it isn't. It never is. Never has been, never will be. It won't solve any problems. It won't make it all better. It won't make you better. It will cause more bad than good - but I just can't take this.

I feel like I'm talking to myself, and you know I've always hated my own company. I hate how easily I can talk myself into things. Into this.

I love you. You know I do. You know I always will.

But I'm not strong anymore.

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