Chapter 4. Shattered

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A few weeks have past and Yoongi had seem to adapt to his new world pretty well. We had adopted a new strange schedule whereas starting the day off the first thing i had to do was struggle to get out of the ever locking grip yoongi would wrap around me at 6 in the freaking morning. while aslo trying not to wake him up, after make breakfast and leave for work only to come back home seeing a lazy eyed hybrid slither around me again demanding cuddles before anything else could be done in the house. It was quite comforting actually. The pain of your past relationship with Jimin always seemed like a distant memory whenever you were around yoongi. He had a way of filling your whole world with light and pushing all the bad thoughts away. In many ways he was your savior and not the other way around.

It occured to you that yoongi had some abandonment issues from his past so you took it upon yourself to help him try and make new friends so he wouldnt feel so lost and desperate whenever you weren't around at home with the addition of knowing your poor house furniture couldnt take another impact yoongi's occasional panic attacks caused. It shattered your heart whenever you tried to fathem what horrible ordeals yoongi could have faced to make him this vunrable and yet defensive to everything that dared even to look at him and wasn't you. That was exactly what yoongi was. vunrable and defensive. Those words were the only way to describe him, because deep down he had a dark empty shallow hole in his chest. Where joy and laughter and happiness where suppose to lie, layed a broken crushed soul. You could see it everytime you looked in his beady black eyes. He has hes own demons just like everyone else and that in it self didnt just shatter your heart but crushed it to oblivion.

Yoongi could sense the nervousness emiting from you as you tied your hair up and carried the box labbled cookies you had bought home today. He didnt like the anxious way you had so delicately tried to brush out invisible wrinkles on your dress as you looked in the mirror that was placed near the bed. You being nervous made him nervous so he had promptly got up from his comfy spot in his side of the bed and planted gentle kisses around your neck as he layed on you shoulder. "What's happening?" you peered your eyes at him and subconsciously out of habit started petting his hair as you talked. "Oh nothing baby I'm just getting ready. We are gonna be meeting our neighbour today." you chuckled a little seeing how yoongi was trying to focus on your words and yet still got distracted by your touch, not so subtly leaning into your hand that was stroking his green ears and putting most of his weight on it. You smiled at the fact yoongi was much heavier than the first time you met him. Eventhough you're face would turn a devilish orange everytime he asked you for help with pulling off his shirt at the sight of his well toned muscular body. "Why?" he said in a low tone which snapped you out of your daydream and back into reality. "You havent met him yet suga. And he has a hybrid you can make friends with." you gave him a reasurring smile hoping he wouldnt be against the idea, but you were met with a blank canvas of a stare and only a nod from him. He was always like that so unreadable. Like he was trying to hide all his emotions by surfacing an emotionless figure infront of everyone but for some reason he always had a way to show you how he feels even if he didn't know he was doing it himself. His ears dropped down at the thought of another hybrid but his tail still wagged behind him indicating he was at least some what intrigued or excited. "I just hope it goes well" you sighed getting up and grapping your keys and bag. Yoongi whinned at the lost of contact and urgently followed you to lace your hands into his. With a bubbly smile you lead him towards the door and shut it behind the both or you.

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