Crestfallen

Chapter 19

June 12

(9:00 am)

“Morning Lilium,” Crina whispered in her ear as the sunlight flooded into the room through the open white curtains. “Someone slept in didn’t she?”

Lilium smiled as she turned over to find the lovely Crina dressed only in her underwear staring back at her. She looked so beautiful with the sun cascading down the supple curves of her body. To Lilium at that moment Crina was the most beautiful woman in the world.

She threw the covers off of her body and smiled as the two girls held onto each other for a few sweet moments of the morning. Everything was perfect, just being there in Crina’s arms was the best thing to Lilium at that moment. The only thing she could think of was Lilium while listening to Crina’s soft heartbeat beneath her chest.

“I love you Crina,” Lilium whispered to her in the short and sweet moment between holding each other.

“I love you too Lilium,” Crina smiled, “And don’t you ever forget it. Nothing will ever stop that, nothing, not even that bastard Kevin can stop us.”

Lilium simply smiled and relaxed herself back into Crina’s embrace. The emotions that had been felt over the past few days were terrible, but here she was now with herself and Crina in the same bed. They were together, forever, and nothing could ever change that.

“All right bastards wake up!” Someone said ruining the beautiful moment between herself and Crina. “Get up you bastards and get to work! I don’t have all day!”

Lilium found herself fading from the beautiful dream of herself and Crina holding each other in some beautiful coastal area. As the pain of reality set in she realized that the moment had only been a dream, a dream that would never come true. Life had killed that dream and now here she was in an insane asylum for the homosexual.

She threw back the stiff blankets that covered her cot in the dormitory. This place was terrible, they put boys with girls, and refused to let anyone of the same sex be anywhere near each other. Lilium had never seen so many people in this place without the help of anyone to get them the Hell out of this Hellhole.

Lilium hated it here; for one thing she was never allowed to do anything but chores. The other thing was the fact that all she had to do was say something against the head mistress and she would be more than likely beaten and raped. Though only here for two weeks she already knew how the “dear schedule” worked.

If you didn’t follow what the head mistress said you were going to get punished. If you didn’t follow what the “teachers” told you, the same punishment would be fall you. Everyone here would never be cured of their quote, “Mental illness”.

She was sick of everyone here being called crazy for their love. Everyone had the right to choose who they loved and now here they were in some jail for the rest of their lives. They were not allowed to leave until they had completely given up the idea of the same sex.

Which meant forever, she would be stuck in here until the day she died, praying every night that one day Crina or her parents would get her the Hell out of this damned prison. Her father had told her she was going to some sort of camp, not this place.

The whole building was cold and dirty, rats ran amongst the patients of the building. And no one cared, no one even bothered to worry about the health of the people in the asylums, they only worried about fixing their homosexuality.

“Get up all of you!” The Head mistress snapped her fingers meaning that if everyone did not get out of bed in seconds she would pull out the whip. “Since half of you are still not up guess what? You all get to be locked in here all day long, no getting out girls and boys. No food no nothing for the rest of the day, enjoy your time bastards.”