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44// The saviors

Author's note: the chapters after this one are all Lucille's POV. Thankies <3

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•Negan's POV•

The knob twisted open, the door swinging. "Get up, lazy ass" Simon said with a freaky ass smile.

"I thought I was asleep" I joked as I took the bat, walking out the door and following Simon to what looked like the cafeteria. What are we, high school?

"Food's coming in a bit, dig in because we need you." Simon said before walking away. I looked around, spotting an empty table on the far left.

I walked towards it, sitting down before intertwining my hands on the table, the bat in front of me as I stared at the scratch. When I find you, I need you to be alive

Those words.. those words gave me all hope again I will find her. It was always there, but after last night it all hit me like a truck.

I felt she was alive, I felt she was out there somewhere, protected and protecting. I just want her to be safe. Because I'd rather her be alive and safe, than with me and dead.

A bowl of what looked like fucking vomit came in front of me. It looked so fucking horrible I almost choked on my tongue.

"What the fuck's this?" I asked the woman who looked down in shame "oatmeal, sir" she said as she scurried away. This is oatmeal?!

I felt disgusted. I pushed the bowl away, resting my forehead on my thumbs. "Hey big boy, ain't you gonna eat?" I heard his voice that made me want to lunge at him

Looking up, I met his eyes "not this shit" I said before taking my bat. Right as I was gonna walk away, he put his hand on my chest stopping me

"You think I'll let you go away easily?" He said as he smirked. "If you don't move your fucking hand I will murder you" I growled as my eyes darkened

"Murder me? Alright, you try" He said and chuckled before walking away. How fucking disgusting

I walked all the way back to my room, slamming the door shut behind me. I sat on the bed as I thought. What if I lead them?

Those five words kept repeating in my mind, before finally agreeing to it. Tonight at dinner I'm gonna fucking slaughter him. I will lead them, and I will own them. They will respect me, they will follow orders and we will fucking survive

I slid my hand under the mattress, feeling the cold sharp metal in my hand. I pulled the knife out, staring at it.

I sighed before rubbing my eyes, feeling tired since I barely had one hour of sleep last night. I put the knife back, the bat next to me and closed my eyes, immediately going to sleep.

Bang

Bang

Bang

I opened my eyes to see Simon at the door "are you serious? Get the fuck up, dinner's here" he said annoyingly before walking out the door.

Maybe I'll kill him too. I thought about that for a second, will I? He's loyal to that shitass, might as well make him loyal to me.

I took the bat and walked out, heading towards the cafeteria. I sat down in the same place, that fucker sitting a few tables across me.

He stood up, holding his beer as he walked up some stairs, standing as he looked at everyone beneath him "motherfuckers and shitheads!" He shouted as he laughed, grabbing everyone's attention

"We have a new member!" He said in a drunk voice, pointing his hand towards me as signal to come. This is my fucking chance

I stood up, grabbing my bat as I walked up to him, standing as I looked down at everyone "this fucker's Negan! Now, we weren't on the best of terms obviously," he said before laughing

How funny "but, don't you think he would be a valuable member with us? Especially with that fucking bat, whoo!" Everyone laughed as he almost fucking blown himself with laughter

I clenched my jaw as I kept looking at the side of his face "now, I don't know if this fucker had a girlfriend, wife, or whatever whore he used to have, but she must've been lu-"

Bash

I looked down at his fucked up face, sending the bat straight at his head

Bash

His brains were out of the floor, his blood running across the grey ground.

I looked to the left, Simon and Dwight standing shocked as they looked at their used to be boss. I looked up, seeing everyone's terrified faces.

Their eyes finally came back to me, the terror in their eyes about to burst. I felt blood run down my cheek, wiping it as I realized it belonged to him

I looked back at everyone else sighing "this fucker," I pointed my bat at his destroyed head "was a drunk, disrespectful fuck who deserved shit. And looks like I am the only one who had the balls to give him that"

I looked around, noticing their somewhat ashamed glances at each other "but now, I will lead. I am the new boss, and there will be fucking rules around here. Break 'em? Dead. Understand?" I raised my voice at them

They didn't respond, they just kept looking "I said, did you fucking understand?!" I barked at them before they all answered with a yes.

"Rule one, don't you ever fucking disrespect me. Don't you ever fucking disrespect each other, because if you do, you'll end up just like this piece of shit" I pointed my bat again at him

"Rule two, no rape. Women around here? Respected like every one of you sorry fucks" that's for you, Lucille

"And rule number three? This baby right here," I said holding it up in the air so they could all see the now blood covered bat "is Lucille"

I got the bat down, holding the top of it with my left hand, caressing it's brain covered wood "I'm no psycho, but this baby will be respected, understood?!" I yelled as they all answered with a yes, a mixture of terror and confusion written all over their disgusting faces

I looked around, spotting some good soldiers with guns. I pointed Lucille at them, "you, all of you, come up here" I said dragging everyone's attention to them

They looked more terrified, but slowly came up the stairs. They stood next to each other alongside Simon and Dwight "you, are the saviors" I said as I smirked

"And I am your leader. I'm Negan, you're Negan, everyone's Negan, understand?" I said calmly as I looked at each and everyone one of their eyes

They all nodded "who are you?" I asked Simon as I pointed my bat at his face "N-Negan" he stuttered

I smiled at that "and you?" I pointed my bat a fat man "Negan sir" he said as he tried holding his gun without shaking

I turned around to everyone else "and who are you?" I asked them all "Negan" they answered in unison. A new start