My Lucille | ✔️

28// Nightmare

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Darkness was all you were seeing. No lights, no sun, no one, nothing. Yet you saw the darkness of wherever you were around you. You had no clue where you were, or what happened. You just.. appeared here. You looked around, seeing absolutely nothing but darkness. No sounds, nothing nor no one in sight, no smell, nothing.

"Hello?" You called, as your voice echoed through wherever you were. "Hello?" You called yet again, but nothing. Out of nowhere, you heard the faintest of sounds "Lucille.."
you turned your head, trying to know where it was coming from

"Lucille.." the voice called again, but more clearer and closer "who are you?" You asked, scared

"Forgot me so easily? Was I not enough for you?" The voice.. was so close, it was coming from behind you. You turned around, a sight taking your breath in a second

"Negan?" You asked, tears forming in your eyes. You walked slowly closer to him, wanting to hold him in your arms again, to feel him again.. "No" he said sternly, his eyes holding nothing but darkness, with no emotion

You furrowed your brows. No? "Baby I missed you" you said trying to make him understand "Stay back" he demanded, raising his voice louder "you forgot me, didn't you? I wasn't enough for you, was I?" He asked, his eyes turning from no emotion to anger

"What? Baby I never forgot you. You were always in my mind. You are all I need" you say, your voice lower than his. Why was he treating you like this?

"That's why you never came looking for me, right? That's why you stayed with those pricks right? That's why you held onto those people, right? How dare you lie to me?" He asked, raising his voice even louder

Your tears that were in your eyes turned from tears of happiness to tears of sadness. What's going on with him? "Baby.. I don't love them the way I love you.. You're all I ever love, I couldn't come looking for you! I wasn't safe, the place wasn't secure! Please, baby understand.." you pleaded, allowing your tears to run down your soft cheeks

"Oh so you're crying now? You got this to yourself, Lucy. You got this to yourself!" he said, blaming everything on you. But what did you get to yourself?

"Got this to myself? Negan, what do you mean?" You asked, confusion written all over your face. He smiled, before blood started coming down his neck.. a bite mark appearing on it.. then his arm.. another bite mark.. then his chest.. a knife sticking right into his heart.. your eyes widened, your heart beating fast, your mouth opened, gasping for air, your eyes blinking, refusing to believe what have happened to him.. things were going too fast "this.. this is what you did! now I'm dead because of you!" He screamed, the words repeating louder and louder in your head until you couldn't handle it.. you covered your ears with your hands as you squeezed your eyes shut, screaming your lungs out for it to stop

"Lucy! Lucy!" You heard a familiar voice, your eyes shot open as you screamed in sadness as you sobbed your eyes out

"No! No! I didn't do it!" You screamed those words as you continued to sob and struggle in Glenn's arms wanting to run away from all of this.. wanting to run away from yourself

"No no, hey look at me.." Glenn said in a soft voice holding you tighter in his grip, your back on his chest as he started rocking you back and forth, humming in your ear

Your heart slowed the beating.. you breathes evening.. your eyes closing as you cried silently into Glenn's arms as you stopped struggling

"It's okay.. it's okay.. everything alright" he whispered in your ear as he kept rocking you back and forth, his arms wrapped around your stomach as his hands gently held yours, rubbing small circles on your right hand, while he rubbed his thumb back and forth on your left hand