My Lucille | ✔️

45// Prison

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Nine months later..

It's been nine months. Nine months on the road, always going from place to place, never staying in one more than three days max.

You've grown closer than ever with these people, always close death situations that makes you all save each other which was the main reason for how strong everyone was.

All those nine months all you really thought about were three people. Three people that suddenly life took them away from you without even a hint.

Who? Andrea, Dale and Negan. Negan from a while ago, but what hit you like a fucking building was when you knew Andrea and Dale we're gone. You couldn't believe it, specially Andrea.

You promised her, how did you let her down? But Dale? He was old and you expected it as horrible as it sounds but it's coming for Hershel probably before anyone else.

Although, you and the team always got along perfectly with each other. A bond you seem to share with each and every one of them.

You and Daryl? there was some source of entertainment you and Daryl shared but never talked about. Shane's death. You and Daryl hated him so much you wished he would just die in the most horrible way imaginable.

When you and Daryl got bored, you always thought about his death and smiled at yourselves, knowing exactly what you both were smiling about.

You two were perfect at tracking and hunting. Oh, and let's not forget about killing. It seems as if he's opening up to you more than anyone else which made you feel special knowing he trusted you with things he didn't trust the others with.

But something else you felt struck you which made you really confused. Rick was always glancing at you, no not hateful glances but more as.. attracted?

He has a wife and a son for fuck's sake, how could he do that? When it always came down to planning runs or whatever it was, the tension was so awkward and thick it'd probably need a car to break it.

You felt something for him too, but you couldn't quite understand it. You didn't see him as a friend nor family, he was.. different and you were honestly scared of that.

You and Lori? You two had grown such a close bond you two almost read each other minds. She always laughed when you were around and you always laughed when she was around. You two were like two unbreakable chains holding onto each other.

You and Carl? You and Carl had something special, he saw you as a second mother and you saw him as a son you never had. He learned a great deal from you and he always surprised Lori and Rick with what you taught him.

You and Hershel? You saw him as a father figure to you, you lost your father along time before even the apocalypse started due to lung cancer. You learned so much from him and he learned so much from you as strange as it sounds. But hey, you were a nurse and he was a veterinarian.

You and Beth? She saw you as a sister, always the one to turn to, the shoulder to cry on, the person she'd tell all her worries and you would always take it away no matter how hard or bad it was. You saw her as the young sister you never had due to being an only child, always caring for her and Carl the most since they were just kids.

You and Maggie? She saw you as a best friend, even sometimes a soulmate as creepy as it sounds. She always laughed with you like you and Lori always laughed together. Always bragging and talking about old stuff before the world went to shit.

You and Carol? She taught you so much about cooking you started to think you'd win in Masterchef if walker's weren't around. She had the kindest and the purest heart, you were on the other hand got from elegant to sassy and bossy, both of you exchanging those parts.