35// A lie

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"Take a weapon" Rick ordered as he unfolded a sheet filled with weapons. "That's it? That's your way of protecting ourselves?" Andrea asked as she scoffed, crossing her arms "we've been through this before, only me, Rick and Dale get to have one" Shane said making Andrea angrier

She extended her hand as she took a large knife, stuffing it in her gun holster. You sighed as you entered the rv, tired of yesterday's hunt.

You sat on the table, looking at your left hand. You opened the white cloth, looking at the stitches. They were barely holding onto your skin, so you pulled them off. You saw your hand without any stitches, a dark brown scar.

You laid down on the couch looking at the roof of the rv, before Dale entered "that exhausted?" He asked as he chuckled making you smile "I'm so tired" you answer as you close your eyes, going into a deep sleep.

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You woke up to the sweet voice of Carol's "Lucy, wake up" she said as she looked at the ground. You got up, rubbing your eyes and looking out the window. You looked back at the heartbroken woman, her eyes puffy and red from yesterday's crying.

You sighed as you stood up, walking in front of Carol and got down on both of your knees holding her hands in yours "look at me" You whispered as she looked at you "I'm sorry" you say as your voice cracked. She looked to the ground and nodded her head, still not accepting the apology "I'm sorry for leaving your baby girl out there.. I'm sorry for failing her.. I'm so so sorry for everything I've done. And I'm certainly sorry for whatever I'm gonna do in the future" you say, your voice cracking more and more with each sentence. She looked up, meeting your tearful eyes

"No, don't be. It's not your fault. You've done everything you can to keep her safe, you've told her you'd be back, right?" You nodded your head furiously as you cried and looked to the floor "then certainly don't be. I wouldn't even have done what you've done. No one would've."

"But what if she's gone, Carol? What do you think I will feel? It's all gonna be on me, just me! You will blame me, Carl will blame me, Lori will blame me, Rick, Daryl, Glenn, Dale, T-dog, Andrea, Shane, everyone will!"

She wrapped her arms around you, holding you tight "if she is, Then it's better that way. She gets to live in her own castle. But if she isn't, then she might have a chance to survive" Carol said softly as she rubbed your back

"Now come on, we gotta go" he said as she smiled sweetly at you, "go where?" You asked exhaustedly. "Carl's been shot. We need to go"

Your eyes widened. Carl's been shot? "Who? Who shot him? Where are we going?" You asked as you stood up fast, walking towards Carol "I don't know. A girl took Lori and told us where they were. We need to get there"

You nodded your head as you walked out the rv, seeing Glenn taking some bags and shoving them into a car.

"Hey" He says as he smiled sweetly at you, making you smile back "hey"

It got quiet for a bit, before he spoke "you, me and T-dog need to go" he said as he closed the car door, opening the driver's door "just us three?" You asked as you furrowed your brows "Yeah. The rest are staying to look for Sophia"

You nodded your head as you walked in the rv, grabbing your bag and walking towards the car. You shoved the bag in, walking to the passenger's seat and sitting in.

Not long after, T-dog came inside the car, Glenn after. He started the engine, making it roar to life. You looked out the window, smiling at Carol, driving off.

"Do you even know where they are?" You asked as you looked at him "yes, I know where they are. Do not underestimate me" he says as you chuckle "not quite yet"

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