missing💞 (Carlos Mena🤤)

Twenty Nine

it had been a long time since i had seen carlos. he definitely had tried to talk to me. but for some reason i kept on pushing him away.

i didn't want to talk to him. he had really hurt me. but i was carrying his child.

i was trying to just ignore that though. i was paying more attention to my pregnancy. and the fact that a lot of people had suspected about me not posting pictures anymore and not going out like i used to when i went out all the time before.

i was getting closer to my due date. i was very nervous and scared. i was scared of giving birth and what was coming after i gave birth. and by that i mean carlos.

it was a casual sunny day. i was sitting down on the backyard. Marisol taking photos of me and my big stomach.

Marisol: so what are you going to do with Carlos?
Emily: i don't know and i don't want to think about it
Marisol: but you're days from giving birth..
Emily: doesn't matter right now...and if anything is happening..well i would like to figure it out
Marisol: you guys need to make up

i stopped posing and just stood there. the sun looking down at me.

Emily: why?
Marisol: this baby needs a loving family...and you know that carlos wasn't cheating on you
Emily: i know...but i feel like i can't trust him...if he didn't trust me with telling me about his ex...
Marisol: i know...but please just think about it

i sighed.

Marisol: i know you love him

*time skip*

i tossed and turned as i slept. i wasn't feeling good. i finally groaned and sat up.

suddenly, there was a loud knock on the door.

i got up and walked downstairs and opened the door.

Carlos stood there in front of me and began ranting.

he was apologizing so many times he made me feel dizzy. i suddenly felt it. i stood still in shock as carlos just kept on explaining. i wasn't even paying attention to him.

i gripped on his shoulder and started to talk.

Emily: Carlos. Hospital
Carlos: what?

he looked so confused. i had forgotten how cute he looked when he was confused. but it wasn't time to think about that. i was thinking more about the pain.

Emily: take me to the.. FUCKING HOSPITAL...the baby is coming

it was like Carlos had just seen a ghost he turned really pale and ran into the house. grabbing all the stuff i needed and the keys of his car.

*time skip*

i breathed heavily as we were closer to the hospital.

i shut my eyes tightly as i tightly grabbed onto carlos's hand.

Emily: FUCKING STEP ON IT CARLOS!!

i breathed heavily.

Carlos: everything is gonna be ok bebe- i mean... Em

it kind of hurt what he said, but the pain was hurting way much more.