Emily Alejandra Martinez, 21, is an actor, writer and many more things.
She went to college at the age of 16. Finished at the of 20 and got into acting. All her life she has focused on her education. Now that she has nothing to do anymore...she feel...
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emily.xmx: no me conoce
i had left amaya with my mom who had come to my house and was staying a few days.
so tonight was all about having fun because i honestly haven't had fun after...well lunay.
still hurt but my main focus was amaya. no one else.
lunay and i were still cool so the other day i went to his concert was pretty fun and his fans weren't rude to me at all. not one single person made any comment or gave me any look.
but now marisol was helping me move on from him i guess.
we were going to a party that supposedly carlos was not going to.
there he was standing with his girlfriend, kissing her neck. and she was holding her stomach. she had a small bump that made me tear up.
obviously i would never be with carlos ever again.
i shook it off and just walked to where the gang was.
emiliana rushed to me hugging me tightly.
Emiliana: how you doing? was he a dick? Emily: no, would you really think that? Emiliana: no, i remember he was always a good guy Emily: it was a group decision Emiliana: well everything for amaya's safety right? Emily: yes, amaya will always be first and i don't want to hurt her Emiliana: god you're such a good mom
he chuckled and sat down on the couch. i spotted diego and he smiled at me.
Diego: Emily! Emily: hey! Diego: i've missed you so much, how you doing? Emily: i'm great Diego: good, how's amaya Emily: she's amazing Diego: i can tell, she has the most strongest mom
i smiled and gave him a hug. i hadn't been to a party in such a long time.
when i saw alex, i wanted to cry. alex and i had distanced a bit.
he ran to me quickly and attacked me with a hug.
Alex: i missed you Em Emily: i missed you more
after a while i found my self letting go of everything. i danced with marisol and everyone around me was dancing too.
i moved my hair as i danced.
carlos was now on the dance floor too. carlos and i were cool, but we never talked unless it was something about amaya.
i rolled my eyes and sighed and got pulled ayes from marisol.
Marisol: what's wrong? Emily: i need fresh air, i'll be back ok?
she nodded and went back to dancing and soon was dancing really close to alex.
maybe too close?
i walked away ruffling my hair and walking up stairs.
i suddenly got pulled back. i looked at carlos in the eyes making my heart sink.
Carlos: hey, what's wrong?
i pulled my arm and continued to walk up stairs. i heard carlos and his girlfriend argue and then heard someone coming up stairs. i walked faster and went into marisol's room.
her balcony was the best place out of all the house.
Carlos: Em- Emily: go away carlos
if he came closer to me it was dangerous. i'd probably kiss him. and lose it.
Carlos: sorry but i can't...what happened with you and lu- Emily: it's none of your business- Carlos: turns out it is because my daughter calls him papa
i rolled my eyes.
Carlos: so what happened? Emily: he has a tour in europe and other places around there Carlos: that's it? i mean you guys could of worked it out- Emily: don't even say anything carlos- Carlos: well i am because my daughter is very attached, and i need to you to fix things with him because i don't amaya getting hurt- Emily: it's not that simple- Carlos: well why not? Emily: i can't tell you Carlos: why not? Emily: carlos please st- Carlos: why no- Emily: BECAUSE I CAN'T Carlos: why not Em- Emily: BECAUSE I LOVE YOU
everything was quiet and i put my head down.
he lifted my head up and slowly leaned in making me crave his lips more and more. and once our lips touched i lost in and wrapped my arms around his neck.
and i guess he lost it too because at first it was peck but then suddenly he added tongue making me go crazy.
no, this is so wrong.
i pulled away.
Emily: god Carlos...she's pregnant Carlos: but i love you and i've always loved you..i will never love anyone as much as i love you
i wiped the single tear that rolled down my cheek.
Emily: me too, but i will never do that to another girl...and i will never be the side or the second best
before carlos said anything i shut the door behind me. i knew when carlos wanted something, he would do anything to get it. and if that kiss just gave him another reason to get me back, well it was going to be hard.
