missing💞 (Carlos Mena🤤)

Forty One

i smiled as i carried Amaya. she was getting bigger every day. Lunay had gotten some news about his tour. he was going to be really far away. for some really long time. it was just basically not possible for us to be together.

i was definitely very confused about my emotions. i loved lunay...but i loved carlos. but carlos was with some one else...and there was a possible chance of carlos having a baby with her.

i had come to the beach with amaya to just think. i wanted to spend time with my baby girl.

i watched as amaya made sand castles. she was destroying them after though. she laughed every time.

making my heart feel warm.

a lot of people were looking at me. i wasn't even that young.

well yeah amaya had turned 1 a while ago.

(i didn't calculate her age right☠️, so ima just say shes turning 22)

i'm going to turn 22 soon.

well as i was saying i'm very confused. obviously i know that lunay and i well...we're gonna have to be done soon, we want it or not.

lunay. well he looks better single. since he's young and upcoming in the industry a lot of girls will want him and if he has a girl, many girls just kinda stop liking him.

*time skip*

i was just currently waiting for him to come home from the studio.

he actually had wrote me a song...he didn't name it like me. well the song was really for both amaya and i.

It was called E.A. and that's all i know for now. i had to wait for the song to come out.

we both sat down on the bed and just looked at each other obviously sad that this had to come to an end.

we also both decided that this wasn't right for amaya. it wasn't healthy for her to get attached to lunay. she kind of did. she calls him papá. and it was obviously gonna hurt her.

i felt lunay reach for my hand and hold it as we both cried.

Lunay: i know you love him

i broke down.

Lunay: i forgive you...you can go with him...it's better for amaya...it's better for you..
Emily: you are better for me..
Lunay: ya lo hablamos Em...even if we want to..this wouldn't work out and tú sabes por qué

i looked down. tears slipping out of my eyes.

Lunay: it's alright amor...everything's going to be fine

i got closer to him and hugged him.

Lunay: mírame

i looked up at him and watched as a tears rolled down his cheeks.

Lunay: yo te amó, y a amaya...but the best thing for you guys...is carlos...i know he has his ups and downs..pero he's a good guy

i wiped some of the tears that were coming out of his eyes like a cascade.

Lunay: maybe in another time...or in another world..if carlos doesn't work out...maybe just maybe...this can happen again

i chuckled as some tears still slipped out.

Emily: maybe just maybe

we both laid down on the bed.

Emily: last time?

i looked at him and he smiled widely getting up and locking the door.

and listen we didn't just have sex. we made love. pure and passionate love. just a good bye...for now, maybe just maybe.