missing💞 (Carlos Mena🤤)

Thirty Six

Emily: are you fucking listening to me?!
Carlos: stop being so loud
Emily: why?! why should i?!
Carlos: because i want to sleep
Emily: carlos are you fucking drunk?!
Carlos: no!
Emily: don't you dare lie to me!
Carlos: alright, i am, que me vas a hacer?!
Emily: no vas a ver a tu hija!
Carlos: no Emily please don't-
Emily: look i don't know what went wrong with you...you were doing great

my eyes started to tear up.

Emily: i knew i should of listened to everyone who warned me about you...
Carlos: you should of...

now i was crying. trying to be quiet.

Emily: but i fucked up and had your kid
Carlos: and what you regret having her?!
Emily: no i don't...but i do regret kissing you that first time...

i heard Carlos sniff. i heard Alex's low voice say "carlos come on".

Carlos: you really do?

his voice sounded broken. full of pain. my eyes were now red and puffy, the tears just kept on slipping out.

Emily: look figure your shit out and then you can see amaya
Carlos: answer me Emily! do you fucking regret it?!

i heard alex say "calm down man". i heard carlos crying. i had to be strong this wasn't the first time carlos cheated on me. and i know i'm stupid for ever going back to him the first time. this was the 3rd time he had cheated on me.

Carlos: ...i love you bebé..please..please..please forgive me...i need you em, you said you would never leave-
Emily: carlos you cheated on me tres pinches veces! que vergas no entiendes?! we're not getting back together! ok?!
Carlos: Emily you don't understand, if i don't have you i'm nothing..
Emily: if you're nothing without me...you shouldn't have me
Carlos: Emily..
Emily: Carlos i trusted you with our baby girl...and you get drunk and high because you broke up with that bitch?!
Carlos: i broke up with her because i love you! i love you
Emily: i'll be back tuesday...you can go see her on saturday...but me and lunay are going to be there
Carlos: Emily por favor
Emily: take care Carlos

i hung up and started full on crying.

i heard the door open to the balcony and saw lunay in his green neon shorts without a shirt on.

lunay: bebé que pasa? por que gritas?
Emily: esque Carlos...Carlos rompío con la puta y se puso muy mal..y Alex tuvo que dejar a Amaya con Marisol..
lunay: mi amor..don't worry...we can leave if you want now
Emily: pero es tu cumpleaños mi amor..
lunay: pero es amaya..lo podemos celebrar todos juntos

i smiled slightly and he opened his arms which i got in and gave him a huge hug.

*time skip*

we were now back home. it was a very long flight.

i felt bad that we hadn't done anything for lunay's birthday. he had always been so supportive and lovely with me.

Emily: amor...i'm sorry that we didn't do anything for your birthday
lunay: ya te dije, que esta bien. yo hago todo por ti y amaya

i cupped his face. my thumb slowly roving his face.

i leaned in giving him a big kiss.

the car stopped and we both got out.

i knocked on Marisol's door.

Alex: Emily!

he scratched the back of his neck.

Emily: what's going on?

i tried to see what was going on behind Alex and i saw carlos.

Emily: what the fuck Alex!
Alex: im sorry...he had to, you can't do that to him
Emily: he did it to him self

he put his head down and moved away so i could go in. Alex and lunay did they're handshake.

i watched as amaya looked confused as carlos carried her.

Amaya: mama!

she said making me smile. carlos put his head down and handed me amaya.

i handed amaya to lunay and she put on a bright smile. making baby noises as she played with lunay.

Emily: can you guys give us some time alone?

they all nodded and went to Marisol's room where she was.

Emily: look at me

he didn't.

Emily: Carlos look at me. right. now

he huffed and looked at me. his eyes were so red. and not from crying. i knew he was high.

Emily: you can't be letting her see you like this
Carlos: i know i'm sorry-
Emily: i'm sorry, that's what you always say
Carlos: ...so she gonna start calling him dad?
Emily: i don't know, she might, she might not, no one is forcing her to. if she starts calling him dad, well it's because she wants to
Carlos: but i'm her dad
Emily: by blood, yeah. but the way you acting..that ain't a father

he sighed putting his head down and covering his face with his hands.

Carlos: how he treating you?
Emily: good...really good...but i ain't come here for you to ask me about h-
Carlos: you going marry him?
Emily: no...not yet
Carlos: ...not yet

he said after me. obviously sad.