missing💞 (Carlos Mena🤤)

Thirty Four

emily.xmx: ❤️

*time skip*

i watched as carlos packed a few pairs of clothes. barely able to see with all of the tears that were filling my eyes.

each tear slowly rolling down my cheek every time.

Emily: carlos come on-
Carlos: no Emily

him calling me Emily tore my heart to pieces.

Emily: we just met up to talk-
Carlos: then what are those pic-
Emily: we were just hugging!
Carlos: he's your ex! no one is friends with their ex-
Emily: don't fucking say that, i know you still talk to your ex
Carlos: i'm sorry i just can't
Emily: i can't believe you carlos, you're going to believe what everyone else is saying but you won't believe me!?
Carlos: i know he still likes you and i can't deal with that
Emily: i know that she still likes you but i'm still here-
Carlos: i need time ok?

i wiped my tears and sniffed.

i went to Amaya's room and waited for Carlos to leave.

i heard footsteps getting closer to the room.

Carlos: is she asleep?
Emily: yeah.

i said dryly.

he started walking to Amaya's bed.

i watched as he gave her a kiss on the forehead and hugged her.

i looked at him with hurt in my eyes.

i held out my arms for amaya, and he handed me her.

Carlos: i'll come soon..
Emily: honestly if you can't trust me and believe me...then maybe you shouldn't

he looked taken back. hurt feeling his eyes.

Carlos: i'll be back to see Amaya then...

my heart broke.

*time skip*

i spent the whole night crying and crying. i couldn't stop crying. but i had to. for amaya.

i smiled lightly as i watched amaya play with her toys on the blanket that i had laid out for her in the park.

so carlos got mad at me for meeting up with my ex. my high school ex. we dated the whole time we were in high school. i know might seem weird but when we broke up..we never stopped being friends.

(guy on top^)

Emily: gracias por estar aquí conmigo
Lunay: no es nada

i felt his hand slowly grab mine.

Lunay: i'm sorry..that i made carlos leave
Emily: no you didn't...that was his choice..

*time skip*

the door opened loudly. and a drunk carlos filled with hickeys on his neck came in.

he was really loud and amaya had just fallen asleep.

he rushed into amaya's room. which cause me to run after him.

Emily: Carlos leave her alone, she's asleep
Carlos: no she's not

i stood in front of Amaya's bed.

Emily: go away Carlos
Carlos: she's my baby too

i started deeply into his eyes.

Emily: not when you're drunk, it's not a good example for her
Carlos: neither is cheating-

my eyes started to water and i examined him.

his hair all messy. his jeans weren't even zipped up. his shirt was on backwards. the fresh hickeys on his neck were in front of me. the smell of a victoria secret perfume and alcohol mixed, a gross smell.

Emily: you shouldn't be talking, cause i didn't cheat on you
Carlos: yes you did
Emily: no i didn't but you did to me
Carlos: so what?! i did! i cheated on you! because i know you cheated on me because you're a-

he stopped as he saw the pain in my eyes.

Emily: i want you to finish the sentence

he was quiet.

Emily: finish the fucking sentence

he stayed quiet as his eyes stared to tear up. i pushed him away from amaya.

Emily: don't do this to her..don't do this to yourself

he sadly looked at her and started walking away.

Emily: did you drive here?

i said as i closed the door to amaya's room.

Carlos: why do you care?
Emily: cause your my baby's father
Carlos: well i did
Emily: you could of died
Carlos: i don't care anymore

i rolled my eyes and sighed as i walked him to the room.

he laid down and instantly feel asleep. i walked to the couch we had by the window and decided to sleep there.