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A/N:750 READS!!Thank you so fricken much!I am so shocked to get 150 more reads in a day!💓Thank you for all the votes too!❤

!!MATURE LANGUAGE IS USED!!

!!TRIGGER WARNING!!

Emma's pov:

E:Emma?...
Em:Yea?
E:Emma what's going on?!
Em:What are you talking about?!
E:Are you eating?
Em:...
E:Emma are you eating?!
Em:No..
E:Emma why would you do this to yourself!
Em:I need to look prettier!
E:You already are gorgous!
Em:But I'm fat!I'm fat Ethan
E:Emma,trust me.You are not Fat.You are an amazing beautiful girl.Emma please please eat something...
Em:I can't E
E:You can!Emma you can eat!
Em:E...You should leave
E:Emma please
Em:Leave please Ethan...

I was now crying.

E:I'm not leaving you when your upset
Em:Please..I don't want you to see me like this
E:Emma,I'm not leaving.

Ethan picked me up and carried me to my bed.He lay me down and put the cover over me.He turned to go downstairs.I grabbed his hand.

Em:Stay...

He nodded and got into the bed beside me.I don't know what was wrong with me,one moment I wanted him to leave and the next I want him to stay.

Ethan's pov:

It's 1 am.Emma's asleep.I can't sleep,All I can think about is Why?..Why would Emma do this?I know it shouldn't but it made me angry.Just why the hell did she do this?I need to talk to her,properly.

I closed my eyes and tried to sleep.I fell asleep eventually.

Emma's pov:

I woke up,starving,as usual.I turned and saw Ethan looking at me.

E:Hey..
Em:Hi..
E:Emma,we need to talk
Em:Um,okay..

I knew what he wanted to talk about.

E:Please tell me why you did it..
Em:Because I saw all these girls...on instagram.They were so pretty and skinny!

I didn't tell him the real reason though.

E:Emma!I swear to fucking god!You are gorgous!Please eat something!I can't let you do this.
Em:Ethan.I can't okay,I can't!
E:I'm calling Gray..
Em:No!No don't.
E:He needs to know.
Em:Fine but I'm not eating.

I didn't tell him that I did this because of him.I just stayed quiet for the whole time.

G:Emma!Please just eat some cereal.

I shook my head no.

It was now 3pm.Ethan and Grayson had to leave.Amanda and Olivia came over.I told them everything.

Em:I need to be skinnier and prettier so Ethan might like me...
O:Did you tell Ethan this?..
Em:No...

I heard my footsteps behind me.

E:Emma?..
Em:E-Uh-How..Uh How long have you uhm been there?...
E:Long enough to hear that you did it because of me..
Em:E...

I couldn't breathe.My whole body felt weak.Next thing I know,I'm lying on the ground.

My eyes are barely open,my head is so sore.I could hear Ethan,Amanda and Olivia calling my name.They were very faint.I closed my eyes.

A/N:Heyy,Hope you are enjoying it!Left you on a kinda cliffhanger😂Anyway thanks for all the support!💕

Peace✌🏼

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