twenty nine

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Ethan's pov:

I opened the door to the guest room where Emma was staying.

E:Emma..

Emma was sitting on her bed,crying.

Em:What happened?..

She looked up at me.

Em:N-Nightmare..

I sat next to her and pulled her into a hug.

E:It's okay

I rubbed her back and she cried. I felt a wet patch grow on my shirt. I held her tighter.

E:Do you want to sleep in ny bed?

I knew this will probably shock her but I asked her anyway.

She nodded and sniffled. I helped her up and we walked to my room. I saw Gray standing outside his door,looking to see what's happening.
Emma didn't see him because she had her head down.

I nodded slightly at him and smiled sadly. He nodded back and went back into his room.

We walked into my room and i lay her down on the bed. I looked down. My shirt was drenched. I took it off amd went to the bed. I lay down next to her.

She rolled over and looked at me. She moved closer to me and I put my arms around her. Everything felt normal for once.

Emma's pov:

E:Talk to me..I'm here for you just tell me

I pulled away from him slightly and looked at him.

E:Why?..Why did you really want to starve yourself?
Em:I wanted to be pretty
E:Emma,I know there's more to that,just tell me what went through your head...from the start
Em:Well,at first,I just didn't want to eat,wasn't in the mood. I was sad because of a bunch of shit so I just didn't.... Then sometimes I'd just think and the thought of me being skinnier and prettier,might attract you...might make you like me,might make someone like me....Might make me happy. I did it unconsiously for a day,I hadn't had food because I was busy. Then the next day,I noticed my stomach looked a little smaller so I just didn't eat that day...the next day,smaller again,didn't eat that day either then..the next day I had food. Only because i was hanging out with Olivia. The next while it just kinda happened more frequently. I like the outcome so I completely abandoned food...then that's how it all started.

A/N:Wrote the end of this kinda upset and kinda happy because I got somthing of my chest so Goodnight..going asleep on a good note tonight😌

Peace✌🏼

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