eighteen

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!!MATURE LANGUAGE IS USED!!

!!TRIGGER WARNING!!

Emma's pov:

I stood in the bathroom.

G:Emma!!Hurry up!
Em:I'm coming!

I tried to make my voice sound as normal as possible. I think it worked because he didn't say anything.

I made sure that my face didn't look like I was crying and unlocked the door and headed back to Grayson.

We were watching the film when Gray got a text. He looked at it and turned to me.

G:Emma,Ethan needs you,He's at the beach
Em:What for?
G:I don't know

I left quickly. When i got to the beach I could see a little hut sort of thing on the sand. It had fairy lights,blankets,pillows and sheets. Sitting next to it,was Ethan.

Em:What's all this?

I said smiling.

E:Come on,Sit down.

I sat down amd we started to talk,about everything and anything.

E:Em?..I need to ask you something..
Em:Yea?
E:I really really like you...
Em:I like you too Ethan
E:So,Will you be my girlfriend?

He smiled at me. As much as I wanted to say yes..I knew that I shouldn't.

Em:Ethan...I can't..

Tears were forming in my eyes already.

E:What do you mean..you can't?
Em:I can't bring you into this mess that I have to call my life!I can't drag you down with me
E:Emma you're not going too drag me down with you because your not going to be dragged down,and if you are,I know you'll get straight back up again.Emma,Please...

I blinked and a tear fell from my eye.

Em:Ethan..
E:Emma please
Em:I can't..
E:Emma..don't do this please
Em:E,I have caused you enough trouble...
E:Em..

I stood up and turned to leave. Tears were rolling down my face. Ethan stood up and ran after me. He turned me around.

E:Emma,Don't do this..don't leave.
Em:Eth-
E:You don't have to be my girlfriend..just don't leave..please

I stared into his eyes as he whispered.

Em:Okay..

I whispered and hugged him. I wanted to be his girlfriend. I really do. It's just...I can't..My lifes a mess,I need to fix it first. Fix everything..

I knew this would make things awkward and weird but I didn't know what else to do.

Em:Ethan...You know I still really like you..right?

He looked at me.

E:Emma..I'll wait as long as I have to..as long as you stay

I nodded and put my head back onto his chest.

We had stayed out at the beach for hours. It started to get cold so we decided to head back. We packed up the stuff and left.

When we got home,Grayson was standing there with a smile on his face.

G:Well??

I saw Ethan shake his head slightly. Gray knew...he knew Ethan was asking me tonight. Grayson's face dropped.

G:Uh come in.

It was so awkward. We all just sat on the couch. Gray turned on F.R.I.E.N.D.S and we sat in silence.

It was my fault..everything was my fault..I let Trevor into my life..then he took Lucie's...I ruined Ethan and I's friendship..I ruined Everything good in my life. It was my fault.

I stood quickly and rushed to the bathtoom. I locked the door and slid down the door,for the second time today.

I sobbed into my knees. My phone suddenly started ringing. I looked at the screen amd saw a name I never expected.Trevor.

I didn't want to pick up but I did anyway.

Em:Hello?..
T:It's nice to hear your voice again babygirl
Em:Why are you calling me?
T:I'm coming to visit of course,where do you live?
Em:I'm not telling you.
T:Oh well..if you don't..that Ethan boy or whatever his name is..will be dead.
Em:Y-you wouldn't do t-that..
T:Hmm...remeber Lucie?Yea it was fun killing her so might have some more fun..
Em:Trevor. Don't touch Ethan.
T:I won't...if you tell me where you live.
Em:..I live in Texas.I'm going home tomorrow..I'm on holiday..
T:Emma,your lying,Lie again and Your precious Ethan-
Em:Fine!Fine..I live in L.A..I'll semd you the location of my apartment..
T:That's better,Dress nice baby..Something..hot.

I stayed quiet.

T:Also..Disobey me and you know ahat happens..and also..Tell anyone about this and There will be trouble.

I gulped.

T:Can't wait to see you Emma...make sure to wear something nice.
Em:Bye

I hung up. I started to breathe heavily. I couldn't breathe.

Em:H-help..

I saod breathlessly. I heard a knock on the door.

E:Emma?Are you alright?
Em:E..H-I can't-E-Can't breathe-Ethan he-Help.

The door creaked open and Ethan saw me lying there,sobbing and struggling to breathe.

A/N:Hey so hope you liked the long part💓

Thanks for more than 3k reads!!
I can't believe it💞

It means so so so much 😊

I'm so glad you guys are enjoying it!
I love writing it so I'll keep posting everyday or so

I might not be that active next week,I'll probably post every second day

I'm just quite busy next week!🤪

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