Emma's pov:
I had stayed up all night,thinking about the baby and what to do. I think I've thought if something that could be good. I need time. Time to forgive Ethan and familiarize myself with the thought of being pregnant. It's such a big change. I'm going to be carrying a child in my stomach 24/7 for 9 months. I need time to tell people and try sort out my life,I don't necessarily have a house to live in,besides my small childhood bedroom which barely has room for me,let alone me amd a child. I know for sure that I'm keeping it. I will ask Ethan what he thinks but I wouldn't be able to hand my child away to some stranger or abort it...never would I do that,that's just not me.
I had slept for a total of 1 hour and 20 minutes. I felt horrible. I had morning sickness and I was starving. I felt like I had gotten used to the morning sickness but what do I do? I'm in the twins house and they literally just found out. I was surprised they were that chill. Especially Ethan.
I stood up and quickly rushed to the bathroom. I didn't care that I bumped into Grayson on the way there,stilling his water everywhere. It was better than puking everywhere. I finally after what felt like a mile,reached the bathroom and dropped to the groumd,throwing up instantly. I heard some footsteps and then felt a hand on my back.
E:Hey...You okay?
Em:Yeah..
E:How can I help?
I smiled slightly.
Em:Noth--
I puked again.
He sighed quietly.
Em:C-Could you tie my hair back?..
E:Of course.
I slid the scrunchie from my wrist into my hand and passed it to him.
I turned around and he started picking up my hair. He had done this before,a few times when I was sick or even when he was bored. He did it okay,not the best but it was fine.
Just as he finished,I puked again.
I usually only throw up a few times so I just stood up and walked to the sink. I splashed my face with water and washed my hands.
Em:Thank you
I turned to face Ethan.
E:No need to thank me..
He looked down awkwardly.
E:When did..You first start...puking?..
Em:Uh,well...
I thought for a second.
Em:The last week,I've been puking every morning and then the week before it was only one or two mornings. So,not that long.
He nodded slightly.
E:I'm sorry..
Em:For what?
I turned to face him and he just stared at the ground.
E:For not texting you,Not calling you,ignoring your text and especially for not explaining why I did it..
I didn't know what to say. I stared at him and tried to think what to say.
Em:You have time now
I wasn't even thinking,it just slipped out. He looked up,kinda shocked too.
E:Well..I missed you...so so so fucking much..
He sighed and put his hands through his hair.
E:Everytime someone mentioned you, I would breakdown and immediately have to leave. Everytime I saw your name light up on my phone,I would throw my phone across the room and cry. It's stupid I know...
He sighed again.
E:I know I should have amswer,even a hello..but I couldn't. It hurt me to much. It hurt knowing that you were thousands miles away and that I couldn't see you. I just ...I don't know..I'm sorry.
I stared at him,trying to process it all. I opened my mouth to speak but quickly closed it after he spoke again.
E:I also know that that's not a good enough excuse. I'm sorry ,I was dumb and stupid. I should have texted you to ser if you were okay and just text you in general...
It was silent for a few seconds.
E:I'm sorry for lying to you about my girlfriend...I'm so so sorry for everything Em...
He dropped his head and ran his hand through his messy hair for the second time. I took a few steps and got closer to him. I gently lifted him head so he was looking at me.
Em:I forgive you...
It came out so quiet that if he were any farther away,he wouldn't have heard it. It was all I could say. I put my arms around his neck,having to get on my tippy toes. He slowly put his arms around my waist and put his head in the crook of my neck. I smiled an moved closer to him,if that's even possible. There wasn't a single bit of air between us anymore, we were simply stuck together,taking in the warm embrace of each other.
There was a soft knock on the door and I saw Grayson standing at the door with a glass of water.
G:Are you okay?
His voice was soft.
I pulled away from Ethan,quickly losing the warth of his body against mine. I nodded and gave him a warm smile.
He handed me the glass of water and I gratefully took it.
Em:Thank you
I took a gulp of it,dribbling a bit onto my shirt.
I laughed and the others did too. I wiped the small droplet of water from the side of my moth amd smiled.
Em:Thanks guys,I feel aot better.
They smiled back and we walked out to the living room.
Em:I need to te the girls...I think I'll tell them tonight,Is that okay?
I looked at Ethan,waiting for his response.
E:Of course
I smiled and puled out my phone to text them.
Em:Hey Girls x Wanna go out for dinner tonight? I need to tell you guys somthing x
They were quick to reply.
A:I'm in!
O:Me too!Where'll we go??
Em:Idk..
A:Oh! I have the perfect place,It's a little restraunt just out of the city,I'll pick you guys up at 6:30?
Em:Yeah okay
O:Okay see you gurls tonightt <3
Em:See you <3
A:<3
I turned off my phone and put it in my pocket.
Em:I'm going out to a restraunt with them at 6:30
E:Okay
A/N:Okay wow!30k Reads??????I'm actually shocked! Thank you so much and I hope you guys enjoyed this long chapter,I probably won't update for a while but that just means I'm writing a long one !
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