thirty five

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Emma's pov:

Through all the shit I've been through,
This moment,was the most painful.

I looked into his beautiful brown eyes.

Em:Ethan,I love you...I love you so fucking much...But-
E:But?
Em:-But I have to tell you something...

I took a deep breath.

Em:I have to move back home Ethan..

The tears were burning my eyes and I could tell that tears were forming in Ethan's eyes too.

E:W-Wha-What?...Why?
Em:My Moms sick....really sick E..
E:Can't you just go and come back when she's better?

I blinked and a tear fell from my eye.

Em:Ethan...she might not get better...
E:But you can come back soon!
Em:Ethan!She's dying okay!I have to go.
E:But you can just visit her then she'll be fine!
Em:Ethan,Listen to me-
E:I am listening Emma!
Em:I have to go home!I have to,My mom means the world to me. I have to  be there for her and my family. If you can't understand that...then whatever this is-

I gestured to Ethan and I.

Em:Is Over.

I stood up off Ethan's bed and started to leave.

E:Emma--

I cut him off by slamming his door. I could hear his footsteps running after me.

E:Emma!

I got to there front door and I opened it. I was about to close it when Ethan put his foot in the way.

E:Emma,Look--

I tunred around.

Em:Goodbye Ethan.

There were tears flooding down my face.

I turned around and walked to my car. I got in and drove back to my apartment.

I parked into the parking lot and slammed my hands on the steering whell and let out a scream. I cried into my hands.

I eventually went into my apartmemt and I picked up my suitcase and threw it on my bed. I zipped it open and went to my closet.

I didn't know what I was packing all I knew was,I was packing. I threw what ever I could see into it. It was full of all my things so I shut it closed and zipped it up.

I called my mom quickly and told her I was going to be there by tonight. I dragged my suitcase out of my apartment and put it in my trunk. I got into the front seat and drove to the airport.

I got there and I called Amanda and Olivia,telling them everything. They cried,I cried. They understood and told me they would visit in a little while,they knew my mom well.

I booked my flight. I went threw security and did all that shit and got some coffee and some food. My flight wasn't until another hour so I had a little while to kill. I called Gray. I explained what was happening.

Em:I love you Gray,Hopefully I'll see you soon.
G:I love you too Em,Bye

I ended the call and wiped my eyes as I had let a few tears out. Why doesn't he understand?...

I was pulled out of ny thought by the loud speaker saying that I could board now. I stood up and sighed. I was walking to go board when I heard my name being called out.

E:Emma!

I turned around and saw Ethan standing there,out of breath.

Em:Ethan what are you doing here?

I made my way over to him.

E:I'm sorry Emma,I didn't--

He was interrupted by the loud speaker again saying that I need to board now.

Em:Ethan I need to go,I'm gonna miss my flight.
E:Em,I'm sorry okay..I love you
Em:I love you too Ethan,I'll never stop but I need to go. I need to be there for my family.

I still was a bit mad at him but...this could potentionally be the last time I see him.

Em:Ethan,look at me.

He looked up and I walked right infront of him.

I kissed him passionately and he kissed back. After a few momwnts ,I pulled away.

Em:Goodbye Ethan Dolan..

I turned amd walked straight to the boarding line. I turned my head and Ethan was still standing there. I waved slightly and turned around to give the woman my boarding pass. I walked onto the plane,not knowing what was coming next. I just knew, that I have to be there for my Mom.

A/N:Hey so plot twist😂 I wanted to make quite a long one so hope you enjoyed and no,this isn't the end

Peace✌🏼

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