!!MATURE LAUNGUAGE IS USED!!
!!TRIGGER WARNING!!
Ethan's pov:
I opened the door and my heart shattered. Emma was on the floor,struggling to breathe and crying. I quickly rushed to her and i held her in my arms.
E:Em,You're okay..you 're gonna be fine okay
She sobbed into my shirt making it wet but I didn't care.
Em:E-I..It hurts..
She held her chest in pain. I sat down beside her and slid her onto my lap. I held her hands.
E:Emma..look at me
Her glossy eyes stared into mine.
E:You're fine..okay you're fine..
I could feel the tears burning my eyes. I hated seeing her upset.
Grayson came into the bathroom.
G:What's g--Oh Emma!What's wrong?
He bent down to my side.
Em:N-Nothing..I-I'm fine..
Her voice broke as she spoke. I placed a kiss onto her forehead and rocked her gently.
Gray left and left Emma and I.
Em:Thank you Ethan...
She had calmed down.
E:It's fine,Are you alright?
Em:Yeah..
E:What happened?
Emma's pov:
I had to think of something.
Em:I just thought of Lucie...
I lied. I couldn't let anything happen to Ethan.
E:Emma,It's not your fault you know that right
I looked down. Ethan stroked my back. It was my fault...
Em:You know..I used to get notes at my old highschool.
E:What did they say?
Em:Kill yourself...you deserve to die..Lucie is dead because of you..and so on.
I could tell he was shocked.
E:Em they aren't true okay?
He was trying his best to cheer me up but..I know it was my fault.
I stood up.
Em:Thanks E...
He nodded and gave me a sad smile.
He stood up and looked at me.
Em:I'll be in the guest bedroom..
E:Are you sure you don't want to stay in my room?
I nodded and walked to the guest bedroom.
I was snuggled under the covers. I closed my eyes and my mind filled with thoughts of Trevor,thoughts of that night,thoughts of how fat I was.
The same thought filled my head constantly. It was all my fault
A/N:Hey so It's gonna get a bit more intense in the next few parts🤪💓
Anyway,I need to go asleep💞
Peace✌🏼
