I Love You Stupid ( Boyxboy)

Weird feelings

Nathan POV
'RINNNNNNNG RINNNNNGGGG' "ugh. stupid alarm" I got up and walked to the bathroom to take a shower before my sister takes one she takes like three hours. I turned on the shower and got out 20 minutes later as I'm getting out then I hear a knock on the door it was my mom " Nathan honey are you done taking a shower?" " yeah mom getting out now" then she said " good because breakfast is done so by hurry don't want your food to get cold" "ok I'll be down in 5". I got out of the bathroom went room get dressed and headed down stairs, 10 minutes later I was done. I looked at the time and it was 7:15, I got up said bye to my mom dad and left l. I started my car and I got to school by 7:25. I headed to the court and changed to play some basketball before class started, and then it hit me what happened with Gabriel that day. Everything felt so weird but it felt good at the same time. I was so in thought that didn't notice Justin calling me "....HAN NATHAN NATHAN" "ugh what hell stop yelling"  Justin rolled his eyes saying " well if you heard me the first time maybe I wouldn't have to yell, what hell were you even thinking about". I didn't say anything because Justin will think I'm weird, I just ignored him and threw the ball at him and said "let's play before class starts" he didn't say a thing and we started playing. We finished up and got changed and went to the cafeteria, where we met up with the other guys. I started to think about gabe  again and how a felt when we fell together, the way his eyes looked and how beautiful they were and the butterflies I got. I couldn't understand these feelings it's like a liked him or something but I'm not gay right or am I bi I don't even know what's going on with me. I was so in my head that I didn't hear Justin calling my name for the second time " NATHAN NATHAN" " What the hell Justin stop yelling" I sort of yelled at him looking around the cafeteria to see if anybody was looking. " Well I wouldn't be fucking yelling your fucking name if you would just answer me......." I kinda of felt bad for not telling him that a probably have feelings for a guy he will probably freak and not speak to me.  " Is there something wrong, you've been day dreaming a lot, you know what you look like? You look like the main character in movie or show who has a crush" he said laughing. My heart started to speed up quickly and and I started getting hot, I looked away and said " What no I don't" which sound so freaking suspicious. Justin looked at me real quick and said " Because you would tell me right if you had a crush right Nathan?" I said "Look Justin I'm just tired and I would tell if I had crush and no I don't have one" " Your lying" "What no I'm not" .  Justin looked at me and said " You know that we've been best friends for basically our entire lives you can tell anything that's what best friends are for to tell your secrets and to tell them who your crush is" he said the last part smiling. "Justin I don't like anybody" " Yes you do" "No I don't" "Yes" No" , it went on for a few more second until Daniel said " Guys...guys....GUYSSS" me and Justin turned around and looked at him straight away "The bell just rung and we are gonna be late, you guys can finish this conversation later because I know neither one of you wanna fail in your last year of high school, right?" "Yes sir" me and Justin said at the same time. Daniel gives off scary military dad vibes so we are type scared of him. "Ok let's go" we got up and and walked out the cafeteria, Justin whispered in my ear "We will continue this later" "No we won't". As we were walking to history class I saw gabe  and his friend who I couldn't remember his name it was something like miles or something I was gonna say hi but I kinda noticed they were standing really close to each other and then the bell rung I was  close enough to see them mouthed ' I love you' and kiss each other, my heart feels so heavy right now I just walked into class and sat down and just looked out the window. "Oh hey um Nathan" I was kinda hoping  he wouldn't sit next to me "Oh hey" I said back. " I didn't  know you took this class." " Yeah I do, you probably have something or someone on your mind" I said saying the last part in a angry mumble. "Yeah something good" "Good morning everyone today we will do some note taking, table pair work and then a three question test at the end of the period on last week lesson and that also reminds me to do a quick intro to your project, and so every one take out some paper or a notebook and your textbooks to start". Everybody started whispering saying 'Really a test' some others said ' school literally just started'. Gabe just whispered a bit too close to my ear which made me feel a little hot "I'll tell you later something really good happened" "Mister Gabriel do you have something to share with the class that you are speaking right now?" "No I don't" he said" Mr.Carson said "Well I suggest you open your textbook" "Yes sir right way". I'm glad the Mr. Carson stopped him from speaking because I felt like number 1 I knew what gabe was gonna say and number 2 I feel like I was about to sort cry a little, as ridiculous as that sounds, because I don't even know if I'm sure that I like him.

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