Yours Truly[𝑱𝒐𝒉𝒏 𝑪𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒆]

Chapter Eight

Chapter Eight- Lost N' Found

*Pandora's Pov*

"Guys, Ava is missing I should've checked up on her sooner!" Sara comes rushing in with a panic. 

My heart began to ache for Sara, I'm not the praying type but deep down inside I was for her not to lose someone she loved thanks to that demon. 

"Sara, it's okay relax, we will find her." I consulted her. 

"If you take me to her house, I might be able to find out where Neron took her." Nora comes out of the shadows. That name of the demon, seemed so familiar to me. As I was thinking I was brought into another vision. 

Ace's pleas for help had finally stopped. I knew what that meant, he was dead, the man I loved was dead because of me. 

Then a glowing light was appearing underneath his shirt on his stomach I had lifted it up and saw a name had been carved. 

"Neron." 

I gasped for air, being pulled out of the vision getting looks from Constantine and the rest of the team. 

I felt the blood dripping down my nose, but this time I didn't collide with the floor. 

"Bollocks." Constantine accent thickened once again. 

"Constantine what is wrong with Pandora?" Nora questioned. 

"We don't have time, Pandora you're coming with us and I'll explain on the way." John lit a cigarette before motioning Sara and I to hurry up. 

At Ava's Apartment 

"I have powers?" I snorted before getting a serious look from John and Nora. 

"I believe so, I've seen this before in my friend Zed. Although your visions seem to be more intense as they are taking a bigger toll on your body." He explained while pulling out a cigarette. 

Nora walks over to a mirror, and whispers Ava's name as she gets sucked in. 

"I know where she's at, Neron took her to a motel not too far from here." 

"So she might still be alive?" Sara exclaims. 

"Doesn't mean she's not dead either." Constantine says smugly. 

"John stop, she wants to be optimistic so let her be." I told him as he gave me a strange look. 

At the motel

I can't let him take another person, especially one that is being loved by my captain. He already took Ace from me, I can't let him take anybody else. I must've zoned out because we had arrived at the motel.

John used his magic to open the door, when it opened Ava was there kneeling down on the ground unconscious. I pushed passed John to be with Sara trying to pick up Ava but as soon as I touched Ava I was thrown into a vision.

I looked around she wasn't anywhere to be found, it looked like a furniture store. This must've been one of her anxiety's. 

I saw a blonde head turn revealing herself to be Ava, I jogged up to her. 

"Ms. Archer? Where am I?" She was scared you could tell by the tone of her voice. 

"I believe you're in purgatory, whatever you do, do not check out." I was losing connection with the vision.

I opened my eyes being back into the motel, "Love what did you see?" Constantine put out his cigarette and wiped the blood from my nose. 

"Ava, she's alive, she's in purgatory." Constantine gave me a worried look as we picked up Ava and used her time courier and went back to the ship. 

Laying Ava on a bed in the med bay, Sara insisted she go in and save her. John scattered black ashes around them and then preformed the spell sending Sara in after her. 

"So what do we do now?" I asked John. 

"Unless praying is your thing, we just wait." I nodded and stood next to John, laying my head against him. 

I always felt like I was constantly lying to John; he knew about Ace but he never knew the full story and what happened. John Constantine was my strength he's made me feel ways I've never felt before. A part of me will always love Ace but, he was my present and hopefully future. 

"Pandora, what's wrong love?" Constantine's voice brings me out of my thoughts. 

"Nothing." I said with a fake smile so he'd stop asking questions. 

I'm drowning in guilt Constantine.

Help me. 

I don't know how much more love this heart can lose. 

Run. 

"Now, if I believed that for even a second I would say, I didn't know you very well." He admits. 

"I can't let him take somebody else I care about. Constantine, Neron can not take anybody else." I exclaim grabbing on to his white shirt by the sides. 

"Ace. Neron killed Ace didn't he? Bollocks, Pandora why didn't you say something?" He said thickening his accent.  

"You want to see why I didn't tell you about the most traumatizing event in my life, you'll see." I told him grabbing onto his arms and forcing myself into a vision. I felt the power coursing through my veins as I blinked I realize we had been inside my vision. 

"Pandora? Pandora! Help me!" Ace voice screamed throughout the house.

I turned to see Constantine holding my hand right next to me as we heard thumps which was "me" running up the stairs. 

I looked over to Ace and his eyes were no longer filled with light, nothing but pure black.

"He's not here anymore Ms. Archer." The demon spat at my other self and then sliced Ace's wrists.

In the process I felt John wrap his arms around me as few tears made their way down my cheeks. 

"Don't you see? People around you are destined for this." The demon spat once again before leaving Ace's body.

Watching Ace crash to the ground in a pile of his own blood

Tears flooding my eyes, "I'm so sorry this happened Ace. I'm so sorry."  My other self screamed why sobbing her eyes out. 

I crashed to the ground before realizing John and I were out of my vision. Constantine then knelt beside me. 

"Constantine, I love you so much it scares me. It shouldn't considering our line of work every single day but, it does." I poured my heart out to the man next to me hoping to find some comfort. 

"Look at me love." He says as I turn my body to face him. 

"I can't promise anything, but I do promise not to leave you willfully. I love you too Pandora. You know the line of work I do and never once did you run because of that, and that is truly beautiful my love." With John finishing his sentence I placed my lips on top of his and did the same and our lips moved in sync. 

John picked me up by my hips and lifted my off the ground carrying me down the hall and into his bedroom. I carefully undid his shirt,realizing I've never seen the John Constantine shirtless besides in my dream. 

He placed me onto the bed and took off my shirt and flew it onto the floor. I couldn't believe how damaged we were, it was funny really. 

John then started kissing my neck and sucking on my sweet spot behind my ear causing me to bite my lip in pleasure. 

I wanted him. 

More than he could ever know. 

I then started fumbling with his belt when he said something,

"Love, are you sure you want this?" 

"Yes, Constantine. I want every little bit of you that you have to offer." He smiled and kissed me again before unzipping my pants.