Villain Deku AU Tododeku

9

I sat on the floor my knees to my chest looking at the plain wall of the guest room in the Todoroki home. I want my mum.

I haven't felt like this I joined the L.O.V I'm surrounded by more people than I have in months but I feel so alone. Endeavour has banned Todoroki from the guests area of their home not allowing me near him or visa versa. I want him with me.

I looked at the clock that hung on the wall sighing as I read the time. 2:38AM.

I hate being alone with my own head, its something I'm not able to do anymore. They always end up here.

"Look at you completely useless, yearning over a boy who will never like you."

"Fuck off!"

I grabbed my hair pulling at it as I rocked myself resting my chin on my knees. I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up seeing the black haired boy I had encountered so many times before. His skin was a ghostly white almost see through and his eyes were a dark swallowing black, there is no pupil no iris just pure pooling black.

"I'm right though aren't I."

I felt a tug on my sleeve and directed my vision in front of me seeing my younger self with tears spilling out of his eyes, his tears weren't ordinary they were red, blood red. A chain was attached to his leg with different weights along the chain. Seven weights to be exact. One for every victim i have.

"Why did you become this, Mama probably hates us now."

I looked up at him going to reach out for him the black haired boy jumped sheltering him from me. "Don't touch him monster!" I started crying more looking down at my hands "I-I'm not a monster!

I didn't have a choice!" He laughed starting to circle me "Lies! You know you can leave! You're just too scared to be alone!" 

I started screaming rocking myself back and forth "Go away! Go away! Go away!"

The door was threw open showing Todoroki stood their worried, the black haired boy began to hiss athim then cirle him holding a knife towards his neck as Todoroki just looked at me seemingly oblivious.

"You should just kill daddy issues over here and get it over with."

I shook my head shaking "I wont do t! I wont hurt him!" Todoroki walked over his skin making the black haired boy disappear, he knelt down holding me in a hug allowing me to cry into his chest. "D-don't touch me! I'm a monster!" Todoroki didn't react instead just kept a hold of me, I started screaming trying to move away but he didn't budge still keeping a tight grip on me.

"I'm here to help you Midoriya. Them people they can't hurt you, I wont let them." I stopped crying gripping on to his shirt still shaking as I breathed in his scent calming myself down.

(A few minutes later)

Todoroki stood up going to walk away from my as I just lay motionless. I grabbed his sleeve tugging at it making him look back down at me. "S-sleep with me." He went bright red and widened his eyes looking at me, I matched his complexion realising the seemingly rude nature behind it. "I-I meant sleeping! Like actually sleeping!" He chuckled and knelt down patting my head gently "Ok." 

He picked me up and placed me down on the bed putting the blanket over me, he climbed besides me looking at me with a hand over my waist. I closed my eyes and moved closer to his chest hearing his heartbeat quicken "D-do i make you feel uncomfortable?" He shook his head kissing my forehead gently "No, the opposite actually." I smiled falling into a comfortable sleep with him by my side.