October 2018
Move on and move forward.
We became stronger.
Hindi na tayo mapaghiwalay.
We learned new things from each other.
We really work things out. Ang dami kong nalaman about sayo, at ganun ka din sakin. It's like, nagsisimula pa lang tayo. We became more sweet with each other. Mas naging clingy tayo sa isa't-isa. Umaga, tanghali lalo na ang gabi, palagi tayong magkausap. I know that you're clingy but hindi ko akalain na may mas pa pala, and I can't help myself to fall in love with you more. I love clingy people. Nalaman ko yung mga bagay na ayaw mo, mga gusto mo, mga hilig mo, pati narin ang allergies mo.
You are talented.
You know how to play guitars, drums, piano and of course trumpets or saxophones.
You're even a great singer.
You know how to ride a skateboard, bike, or even a motorcycle.
You are sporty. You know how to play basketball, but you love soccer more.
You love pasta.
You like to wear only boxers, but sometimes you prefer to sleep naked.
You are allergic to mangoes, seafoods, milk and even coffee.
You love babies.
You are clingy.
You're a morning person.
You're a sleepyhead.
You have a weak stamina.
You are careless.
Lastly, you are a horndog.
We became open to each other. Hindi man lahat, pero yung ibang iniisip ko sinasabi ko na sayo. I know it's still fresh to us, kaya minsan nililimit ko sarili kong magdemand sayo. But i'm glad, na ikaw na mismo ang lumalayo sa dating gawain mo. Hindi kana masyado nakikipag-usap sa babae, ako nalang yung kinakausap mo. Tinigil mo na yung mga gawain mo, you're now posting my picture, you're now even tagging me on your posts, ginagawa mo lahat kahit hindi ko naman hinihingi. Simpleng bagay pero sobrang nagpapasaya sa puso ko.
Everything was perfect.
Mas minahal natin ang isa't-isa.
Pinaramdam mo sakin kung gaano mo ako kamahal. You accepted the whole me, my attitude, especially my flaws. You loved me at my worst. You made me feel that i'm actually worth it. That even tho, ako yung pinakamasamang tao sa mundo. I deserved to be loved. That I deserved everything in this world. That I deserve you and you deserve me. That i'm also worth the risk, wait and all the pain. That i'm enough for you. You made me feel that I'm the most amazing girl you've ever met. You were proud of me. You always made me feel like masarap akong mahalin. At putangina, pinakamasarap kang mahalin. Hindi ka nagsasawang sabihin sakin that you're lucky and blessed to have me. Hindi mo alam, pero ako ang mas pinakaswerte sa mundo kasi tinanggap mo parin ako. I'd forever thank God, that he gave me someone like you. Kahit masama akong tao, masaya akong binigay ka nya sakin. I'm the luckiest.
Sobrang saya.
Wala na akong mahihiling pa.
I still can't believe na nangyayari to. Despite of everything that've happened, nandito parin tayo. Matatag at magkasama. Hindi ako makapaniwala, na yung dating pinapangarap ko, ngayon kasama ko na. I'm now contented. You. Us. Everything still felt like a dream to me. It's like, us against the world.
You're making me fall in love with you all over again.
Everyday may bagong reason to fall in love with you more. We really make things right. Hindi madali, masakit parin. Maybe you still can't help to think about the "whys". Kung bakit hinayaan kong mangyari yun? Kung bakit nagawa ko parin, kung sinabi kong mahal kita. Kung bakit pinili ko paring saktan ka. Mahirap parin. Kasi kahit ako, until now walang magandang sagot sa mga bakit. It's also hard for me to forget awful things like that.
But we choosed to set aside the bad memories and fill them a new and good memories. Kinalimutan natin lahat ng nakaraan, at sinubukang magsimula. We promised to each other na we will accept and love each other mistakes and flaws. From now on, no secrets. Wala ng lihiman, wala ng ilangan, ang isipin nalang ay yung pagmamahal sa isa't-isa. Because what important the most is, pinili kong magbago. Pinili nating magbago. And pinagsisihan ko ang nagawa ko. Hindi natin inaksaya yung chance para sa ating dalawa. Pinili nating ayusin yung akala natin tapos na. We choosed to stay, because we love each other.
We changed, for the better.
Because a true relationship is about two unperfect people, who refused to give up on each other.
