Logicality and prinxiety oneshots

The secret Part 2 - chapter 5- Prinxiety

A/n so I know it sucks, but I drew Virgil ^^^^^

Roman POV

"Why?" Was all I asked to the logical side. "It wasn't your business, and now look what you've done!" I pointed to my boyfriend, still on the stairs taking ragged panicked breaths as the anxiety overtook him.

"Thomas deserves knowledge." Was all he said as he sunk out.

I rushed over to Virgil as I recognized the look of panic on his face. He was going into a panic attack.

"Hey," I whispered as I slowly rubbed his back "deep breaths, in for 4... hold for 4... out for 8... good, now again." he slowly but surely started easing out of the attack, it took almost half an hour and a lot of quiet whispering, but he got there. Patton helped but Thomas still seemed shocked at the news of us dating. I wanted to be angry at him for not helping, but I couldn't be mad at Thomas for being surprised, we still acted like we hated each other.

After Virgil was over the attack, we all just sat there. I had my arms wrapped around the anxious trait and Patton was sitting by the stairs.

"So it's true?" Thomas finally broke the deafening silence. "You're dating."

It wasn't a question it was a statement. I nodded my head slightly to acknowledge Thomas, still hugging Virgil.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked sounding hurt.

"Um," I glanced at Virgil "I-we....he-"

"I didn't want to," Virgil mumbled "and Roman respected my wishes, Logan didn't."

And with that the anxious trait sunk out leaving my arms hanging in the air.

"I'm going to go check on him-" I started, but Thomas cut me off.

"No, Patton can. I want to talk to you Roman."

The dad figure glanced between us, before slowly nodding and sinking out. I looked to Thomas to see a thoughtful expression on his face.

"So, how long have you been dating?"

Virgil POV

I was freaking out, even more than usual. I should be used to the attacks by now, having had them for almost my whole existence. But usually I had someone with me, it used to be Patton but after Roman and I got closer he soon learned to help me.

With Roman, no the attacks didn't stop, nor get better, but it was easier to deal with them now. He knows when I need human contact and knows when that would just make it worse. If the fanders found out that we were dating, it might disappoint some of them. I know I've been shipped with other sides, we all know that we've been shipped, it's no secret. But I still feel like they would be upset or disappointed in me, and Thomas may be disgusted that his sides were dating.

That's why I asked Roman to keep it a secret, and it was all going great until Logan decided to butt in on us. Roman said he would stop him, but knowing Logan he will find a way to let Thomas know.

I was on the very verge of an attack as I sat on Romans bed, trying not to overthink everything. The thoughts of worry flooded through my mind like a tsunami of anxiety, killing any good thoughts or hope.

As my breathing became more ragged I felt a pull, I was being summoned. I took a deep breath and allowed myself to be pulled into Thomas's living room. There stood a furious looking Logan, an equally as mad Roman and a confused Thomas. Patton seemed to be just summoned as well as me, because he greeted everyone with his usual words.

"Well hey kiddos!"

"What do you want?" I muttered, my heart racing

"So Logan was in the middle of telling me something important, but then Roman busts in and tells him not to tell me. Do you guys know why?" Thomas explained looking at each side in turn.

"I don't," Patton shook his head sincerely

"What about you, Virgil?" Thomas asked.

I felt my cheeks heat up and my eyes widen, but I still tried to lie. "No, why would I know anything?"

"FALSEHOOD." Logan screamed pointing a finger at. E. "Thomas, look Virgil and Roman are-"

"Becoming friends!" Roman Interrupted, a nervous chuckle following.

"You are more than that!" Logan spat "They're dating!"

The room was quiet as Thomas and Patton stared at us and Logan fummed. I looked away but I felt as if I could still see the hurtin both of their eyes. They hate you, you should have told them. And with one single thought I felt myself falling back into an attack once more.

I faintly heard the yells of Roman and a murmur from Logan, but I didn't understand their words, it felt as if they were speaking a different language. My head was spinning as they fought and my breathing quickened. I felt shivers down my back, but I was burning up at the same time. I was fighting with the demons in my head when I heard Roman's voice. It started to anchor me back the real world, I felt my back being rubbed and saw a blurry Patton. I slowly fell out of the attack, Roman and Patton helping all the way.

I felt Exhausted when I calmed down, leaning my head into Roman's chest. A silence fell upon the four of us, no one acknowledging the elephant in the room.

"So it's true?" Thomas finally broke the deafening silence. "You're dating."

I didn't respond, closing my eyes.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked sounding hurt.

"Um, I-we....he-" Roman stuttered

"I didn't want to," I mumbled "and Roman respected my wishes, Logan didn't."

And with that I sunk back to my room.

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