Drunk, he uses his phone as the raindrop from his hair goes to his phone and accidentally calls the girl hes in love with.
18+
gang related, drugs, heartbreak
my phone vibrated at 3:03 am. i check my phone and see a notification
🏷 / @chris.mellosent a friend request
i accept and checked the account but he was private so of course, i sent him a friend request he accepted right away and my heart started beating so fast mostly because i didn't expect it to be that fast.
i put my phone down but then i get a notification. i grabbed my phone as quickly as possible and see that i got a message from my boyfriend, Francis.
- francis 💞 : oh my god Lucy! it's 3 am, go to sleep or your mom will shout at you again
i roll my eyes and view him. i love him, yes but hes becoming so controlling and he listens to everything my mom says. he even snitched me to my mom that i smoke weed. if im in a relationship i should feel like we're Bonnie and Clyde without the crime shit.
i get another notification and when i was thinking it was from francis i got a dm from chris.
CHRIS.MELLO
@chris.mello : why you up at 3 am?
@lucy.anna : should't i be asking you that question?
@chris.mello : well @chris.mello :
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@lucy.anna : i feel you 🚫🧢
@chris.mello : i know thats why i hit you up @chris.mello : i know everything about you
@lucy.anna : you know? @lucy.anna : 🤣🤣🤣🤣
@chris.mello : yeh i know
@lucy.anna : you dont know shit bout me because if you did, youd leave me like every other shit head
@chris.mello : yeah i know, wanna bet?
@lucy.anna : so what do you know?
@chris.mello : every single day at one am you smoke at your balcony and put 'cant take my eyes of you' because you are a sad fuck like me. you smoke weed but dont do other drugs because theres still this thing inside you that wants to live but for now, you feel numb. you feel numb because youre alone. your blunt is poorly wrapped bc you hurry and wanna numb the pain as fast as possible, but you cant so you go out everyday, at one am, smoke a blunt and sing your favorite song
i reread everything at least seven times. tears start pouring from my eyes and i turn off my phone.
i lay down on my bed and wiped my tears.
who the fuck does he think he is. even if he noticed that why would he say that to me. that's just straight up disrespectful and i don't understand how egoistic he must be.
so the whole time we were talking he was just looking at me and observing every little shit i do?
