lucy, i'm drunk

XVI

- nine bodies -
[ lucy's pov ]

it's been a week staying at the trap house and everyone were downstairs playing fifa. tyson already talked to my mom on how i will stay with him and some friends and of course my mom was worried that i would lose my virginity at the age of sixteen. she even called me and she asked me if i ever did the, in her words 'birds and bees thingy'. i chocked. mostly because of the way she used the word "sex" was unbelievable. the other reason why i chocked is because i remember having sex in the shower. but of course, i told her a white little lie so she wouldn't go home and beat me up with a belt.

i went downstairs as i see a pretty blonde girl sitting beside tyson. i looked at tyson's face and he looked, happy? he didn't have that scary i wanna kill you and smash your head expression around her. weird.

i sat beside chris and he kept on staring at the television because he was playing fifa against meek and cj.

"wait, let's just have a pause..." chris says and the whole game paused. he turned around me and kissed me. "hey... how are you?" he hugged me.

"go get a room!" meek rolls his eyes and throws a pillow at us.

"i'm good, i'll make myself breakfast now..." i smile as i lean my head against his chest.

he put his hand on my head and starts scratching it. he then kissed my forehead. "are you feeling better?" i asked him.

he nodded.

"okay, i won't bother you and your friends." i say backing away from him.

"i'll hang out with you later okay?" he looked at me with a big smile. his smile. i want to fuck him again. no oh my god no.

i smiled and went to the kitchen. made myself a toast and went back to chris' room.

while i was watching euphoria on my phone while eating my toast i heard a knock on the door.

"you can come in!" i shout.

the door opens and i see the cute blonde girl in front of my door "am i bothering?" she smiles.

"no... i was just eating my sandwich." i chuckle. "you want me to make you?" i ask because i hate when im the only one eating and the other person is just staring at me as i eat.

"no.... i just ate..." she laughs as she sat down on the bed. "anyways i decided to go upstairs because tyson also started playing fifa and i just felt left out."

"yeah, its totally fine... i get you." i chuckle. "i'm lucy by the way..."

"im josie." she kept a wide smile.

"hi josie, so how are you?"

"im great. how about you?" she asks.

"im actually happy for the first time in a while so its good." i smile genuinely.

"ahh yess... you're with chris..." she smiles at me.

"yeah, i guess so..."

"i go to class with him." she laughs. "he's a mess..."

i look at her as she smiles talking about chris. i felt my blood slowly boil but you know, they're just friends. guys can have girl friends. space between the words.