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- drunk & high -

i woke up as i saw a glimpse of the sunshine go to the room. i look around and i realize that i'm in chris' bed. i look deeper into his room and he wasn't here. i stood up and saw baby pictures on his shelves, but there wasn't any pictures where his parents were.

i leave his room and see him putting on a hoodie and some pants.

"you going anywhere?" i ask.

"good morning love..." he says. "yeah and you going with me..."

"what are you talking about?" i ask confused.

"ill show you how i live..." he loads a pistol.

i chuckle. i walk towards him and grab the pistol "you not popping anybody....aight?" i empty the pistol.

he grabs the pistol back and loads it again. "trust me, im not gonna pop anyone... i'm just being careful alright?"

i nod then roll my eyes. i look over the kimber micro and grab it "you not the only one strapped..."

he licked his lips and smirked.

"i'll just go change my clothes and i'll come back..."

"wait, gimme a kiss." he says.
i smiled and gave him a peck on the lips.
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as i was done putting on my outfit i grabbed a small beige purse and put the kimber micro, aka the gun inside and i was headed to chris' place

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as i was done putting on my outfit i grabbed a small beige purse and put the kimber micro, aka the gun inside and i was headed to chris' place.

i entered. he wrapped his arm around me and we walked out of the building down to the garage. we entered his car and drove off.

the rain from yesterday continued today. i was looking outside the window and i was thinking about what he meant yesterday by telling me i'm his. does that mean we're together?
i'm still confused.

he put on some music then he puts his right arm on my thigh.

"so when we come over to one house, don't introduce yourself as my girlfriend..." he says.

wow. he said that i'm his girlfriend but still, why does he want to keep it a secret.

"why, are you ashamed of me?" i ask

"no, it's not a homies house, he's just someone i know and i don't want them to rat me out." he sighs "i'm a case."

that's true unfortunately. if we're together then he can go to jail and i don't want him to go there. but still i like him so much, but i also care about him.

"chris?"

"yeah babe?"

"i think its best that nobody knows we're together.... it's just too dangerous, what if the word spreads out to tyson?" i ask worried.

"i was planning to keep it a secret but i didn't know how you would react." he said.

"i know you're a crazy motherfucker and.... if something goes wrong..." i knock on wood "...then somebody snitch on you, i don't want one of your cases to be pedophilia."

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