lucy, i'm drunk

IX

- nineteen -
[ lucy's pov ]

"are you feeling better?" i ask him while he's laying down the hospital bed.

he nods. "lay down beside me."

i stand up from my chair and lay down beside him facing him. he puts his hand on my cheek and kisses me. we fell asleep.

-

i woke up and hes eating a banana.

"damn, when is your family coming?" i stand up from the bed and get another blanket.

he looks over at me and looks at his hand. "i dont have a family." he quietly says.

i sit beside him and i wanted to ask him questions but i decided not too, when hes going to be ready, he will tell me.

"you have me okay?" i look him in the eyes and he grabs my face then somebody opened the door and i saw tsyon, cj and angelina (the only girl accept me from the trap house).

when they entered i backed away from chris and looked at tysons reaction. he looked like he was about to kill me and i was honestly scared.

"oh my god chris." angelina sits on chris' bed and starts touching his face and she kissed his cheek "are you okay?"

angelina is fucking beautiful. she was the clasic popular girl from high school that knew every person from collage because she was that beautiful.

chris looked over at me and he kept quiet as angelina kept on asking him questions. i felt hurt and jealous.

tyson grabbed my arm and pulled me out of chris' hospital room.

tyson was just staring at me pissed and i was just waiting for him to snap.

"lucy, why the fuck are you here?"

i kept quiet.

"i fucking told you he was dangerous and i wouldve let you hang out with chris if I WAS THERE." he raises his voice.

my eyes started to get teary. "what? you fucking like him dont you?"

i couldn't answer him because i know i shouldnt talk back at tyson. i dont wanna be fucked up and i caused tyson too much trouble in these sixteen years.

"lucy, look at me." he calms down and i look at him.

"do you even realize that one of you could've been dead?" tyson says "and not only that, be honest to tourself, there cant be anything between you and chris. you know that. i dont want you to have the same lifestyle like me and him, you are destined to be MORE. you are still sixteen and hes nineteen. you're just entering your teenage life where chris is already an adult. either way its a case. i saw how he looks at you and i see that chris is falling for you and i also saw how you look at him. but this. this can't happen. some much legal stuff is gonna get fucked."

i exhale.

"lucy , do you understand me?" tyson asks me.

i nod.

"ill tell the same shit to chris and if i see both of you in the same room together without me in there, chris is getting fucked up. remember that. no one who i love is getting or hurt and i dont want him going to jail because hes falling for a minor."

i get pissed and just left tyson on the hallway and i left the hospital. my eyes were watery but i couldn't cry because people were surrounded by me and i shouldve controlled my feelings towards chris.