lucy, i'm drunk

XIII

- why? -
[ lucy's pov ]

cj and i left the car and entered the house.

"remove your clothes." he says removing it.

"what the fuck no." i push him away.

"dumbass we have to burn our clothes. ill bring you my clothes from upstairs." he says.

i look around and i remove my shirt and skirt. he also removed his clothes and he got everything and threw it at a furnace. everything was burning.

tyson went downstairs and he hugged me "are you alright?"

i nod my head and sit down.

cj went upstairs and i could feel my heart still racing. we were an hour outside of the city.

"those men, they were a part of us lucy but they snitched and killed one of us, we had to do the same thing." tyson says.

i got up and got a glass of water. i chugged it and came back to the living room. i sigh.

"so you just kill people and deal drugs?" i ask.

"we do more than that, i would do anything to take that back and stop you from living the way we live." he says "but i guess its too late."

i kept quiet.

cj came downstairs and gave me his basketball shorts and a hoodie. i went to the bathroom and put everything on.

i came back and cj hugged me. "thank you for everything."

"its no problem." i say.

i sat down at the couch and the door open and chris enters full of blood. his hair was full of blood. he looked over at everybody and everyone kept quiet. even tyson.

he removed his clothes and threw everything at the fire then went upstairs and slammed the door.

"what's up with him?" i ask.

meek looks at me "don't go up, he can be real scary when you try to comfort him."

tyson nods and cj agreed.

i stood up and went up and everyone in the living room kept on mouthing 'no'.

i was in front of the door he went to and i slowly opened it. he was without any clothes just his boxers. he got a book, cocaine, a fifty dollar bill, a credit card and sat down.

"chris?"

he ignored me and started to unpack the cocaine. he lays everything out and put it in lines. he rolled the bill and sniffed one line.

i locked the door then i went in front of him. he looked up while he was sitting on the bed. i slowly removed the book and put it on the side.

he was still bloody. blood was splattered all over him.

"i have to clean myself." he stands up.

he went to the bathroom and i followed him "chris, fucking talk to me."

he pushes me against the wall "WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO TELL YOU???" he banged the wall.

i looked him in the eyes full of fear. i didn't know he would be like this. he backed away from me. "if you're scared you can go home." he turns his back on me.

even though i was scared i hugged him from the back "let me help you, i'm here..."

he turned around facing me and he kissed me.

"i'm sorry." he said and continued kissing me.

he slowly pushed me against the bathroom wall and removed my hoodie and basketball shorts. we were still making out while we were both half naked. he turned on the water from the shower.

we stopped for a second and he let me enter the shower first. he removed my bra then my underwear.

"are you sure you want to do this?" he looks at me while he was dripping blood.

i nod.

he removed his boxers and entered the shower closing the glass door from the shower.

the water was dripping from his face and the tub was filled with blood. he kept on kissing me passionately as i felt wet.

his hand went from my face, my back to my heat.

he slid two fingers making me moan.

"i'll go slowly, okay?"

i nod and he pushed it deeper making my back arch. i kept on moaning. he looked me in the eyes and bent me over. he put my hands on the back and he kept on thrusting

"fuck." he says under his breath. he tried his best not to moan but i heard him moan sometimes.

my heart started beating so fast. i looked over at him and saw he was clean of blood. my knees started to feel heavy and i felt a knot on my stomach. he then stopped grabbing my hands so i put it on the wall. he put his hands around my hips and he slowed down but he went deeper. he then pulled put and came on my back.

i turned around and he kept on kissing me but then soon enough i realized that we didn't have a condom on.

"chris." i whisper.

"yeah?" he asked.

"do you have a plan b in here?"

"fuck." he said turning off the water.

he got out of the shower and he kissed me "ill go buy now... theres a store across."

i nod.

he closed the door and i started rethinking what just happened.